Intro: Addikal
Yeah yeah, it's Addikal from LHA, uh huh, we got A June & J Beat on the track, yeah, haha, and we connected worldwide for the jazz yeah, a 1 2, yeah lemme kick it
Chorus: Addikal
I don't know now what to say
Whilst I watch it fall away
And if it dies before I wake
Than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault, we're not to blame
Where our home is couldn't change
So I'ma ride out every day
And watch the sunlight fade away
Verse 1: Addikal
Maybe the futility of the situation had us stuck
I wonder just what would've happened if we hadn't fucked
Is this a period of growth or has it damaged us?
I don't wanna let it go yet I ain't had enough
But on the otherside I get too comfortable when i'm taken
I get complacement and lack the hunger and passion to make it
I'm not gonna lie, I still think about you naked
And wonder bout the family that we could've created
We even starting naming our kids, making a list
Even though we knew that they would never live
Nah, I can't define what it is, but there's a lifetime of loving I was likely to give
But forever is a long time, maybe it's the wrong time
Perhaps we're the right people running wrong lines
And in a parallel universe it was all fine
And happily ever after is our call sign
Chorus: Addikal
I don't know now what to say
Whilst I watch it fall away
And if it dies before I wake
Than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault, we're not to blame
Where our home is couldn't change
So I'ma ride out every day
And watch the sunlight fade away
Verse 2: Addikal
But as much as I love you, I couldn't do it
I couldn't leave it all behind to simply to pursue it
And you knew it too it's something that you couldn't do
So tell me baby because I'm wondering what should we do?
Cuz now the lines are blurred, I can't exactly find the words
We're not together and I'm thinking just what might occur
We're still talking everyday, pretending it was yesterday
It's got me questioning just what I'm meant to say
I mean I love you and I miss you but shit
What expectations are we setting? How long can we hold on to this?
Complicated by the places that we call our home
And the empty space that can't be made up on the phone
Now I'm fillin it with rhymes - I'm a lyricist
Trying to be real with this but it's the myth of sisyphus
I can't live my life in this position at a distance
My earlier persistence now defines my existence
Chorus: Addikal
I don't know now what to say
Whilst I watch it fall away
And if it dies before I wake
Than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault, we're not to blame
Where our home is couldn't change
So I'ma ride out every day
And watch the sunlight fade away
Verse 3: Addikal
Yeah and if you asked me now, do I regret it?
Do I resent all of the effort expended, knowing this is how it ended?
Forget it, I'd do it all over again and I ain't placing blame
But our relationship seem to make me lazy and shit
Preferred to kick it on the couch with you blazing a spliff
Instead of working hard making a hit
All my passion was for you instead channelled to my goals
I lost the hunger cos I felt I was already whole
We were free in a cage, imprisoned by our deadline
And so time was of the essence, I got the message
That I'm your anti depressant but I'm questioning just
What will happen when the script is up
Will you give it up or live it up and find a new drug, a new love
And move on, a new song to be sung, by someone that ain't me
And baby, it's likely and I see, if it ain't you and me I just want you happy
Chorus: Addikal
I don't know now what to say
Whilst I watch it fall away
And if it dies before I wake
Than let mind rise into space
It's not our fault, we're not to blame
Where our home is couldn't change
So I'ma ride out every day
And watch the sunlight fade away
