[Verse}
Yeah
I'll never forget yo' smile
I'll never forget your grace
I'll never forget those deviled eggs you used to make the family every Christmas day
Can't nobody replicate that
Shit was so simple, but only you could make that
And you luaghed just to laugh, man, I watched your positivity spread
Never no anger, no yelling, you loved the life that you lived
The little boy you used to drive to school, he's all grown up
I know you proud Grandma
I enrolled in college and stuff
Sorry how I reacted
On the day that you passed
See, I just wanted to black out and leave my life in the past
I was selfish with my time when I knew your's was limited
I fucked up, but I love you, I promise I made it
Everything I do for you, this dream, Imma achieve it
Never no fakin', no stoppin' 'till I'm up in NYC
On that big stage, and everybody in the crowd is chantin' out my name
I tell 'em all your story
And I'm sorry that I didn't stop by more often
I'm sorry at the funeral that I didn't speak
Nobody else did, I was frustrated
Couldn't stand up
I was weak
But now, Imma use my platform to speak
'Cause why shy away when I can be me
You taught me to smile thru it all
And never lose my temper
'Cause I never saw you do that at all
And it's hard to write this song
'Cause I'm still acceptin' that you're gone
{Interlude}
Imma read you what I wrote but didn't speak
Yeah
Evilio was a strong woman
Who loved seeing other people smile and laugh
Her laugh was contagious
She always had something positive to say, even in a negative situation
I remember in back in Elementary school, see I'd fake sick
She knew and she still picked me up, all thru Elementary school
'Cause she was my best friend
I was always at Grandma's
So, you know I would be eating chicken nuggets off of dinosaur plates, and drinking fucking gatorade, like, daily
It was like our routine
It was just normal to me
But, if I wasn't doing that I was, I was watching NBA playoffs, like back in the day
Like Suns vs. Spurs when she was getting angry because that's when they had the rivarly and Nash busted his nose because Tony Parker
You know, he was a dirty-ass player and shit
But, um, people don't realy know she loved Basketball like that
No one realy said that at the fueneral
But that was, like, one of her favorite things to do, was watch the Suns play
That's one of the things she did
All year long she'd read about it, she'd watch it
Even if they weren't in the playoffs, basketball, that was her shit
But, uh, one of my favorite memories with her was, uh, it was at Disneyland, it was ourlast morning there, last year before she passed
We uh, we went to Goofy's Kitchen and, uh, before we headed home to eat breakfast and shit
And the whole time we were at Disneyland she had this Goofy Hat
And she would walk around with the biggest, like, uhh, dumbest smile and shit
But it was the greatest thing in the world
Because she was happy
It was like one of the last times I remember realy seeing her happy
And we were finishing breakfast, walikg out and Goofy saw her walk, like away from some kids
Like some little 5 year old kids, walked up to my Grandma
And asked her to take a picture
And I never seen her smile so hard
Like, that was it was, it was amazing to see her smile that good
Like, I haven't seen her smile like that in a long-ass time
But, uh, was one of the last times I spent with her before she passed beacause I was living on my own
Realy not thinking about my family
I was just kinda being selfish
I wasted a lot of time doing stupid shit
And if I could take it all back, I would
'Cause my Grandma's an angel, and now she realy is an angel
And I won;t let her down
I love you Grandma, Rest In Peace
