[Intro]
*Inhales* Alright (Yeah) *Exhales* We have to do it at some point right? This is weird right? Yeah *cough* Yeah..
[Verse 1]
This won’t be called “13” if i don’t talk about the pain
If I don't talk about the shit that I’ve seen, the places that I’ve been
Weed, Hennessey and cocaine, death giving me morphine, we a fucken team
Losing my father and best friend on the same week not even the same year
As a kid questioning life and why death keep taking people I care about and make them disappear
I really dont know, so I'm wondering, what the fuck am I suppose to do here
The world is a bigger place than me and my childish dream,(it is) but I was never a child I was more mature than it seems
A thousand years old that's how I feel, (facts) superior above them all that shit is real, (facts) reminding you this is how arrogant I was when I was 13, (still till this day) never imagined this scene
[Chorus]
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, I know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, I know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
[Verse 2]
Imagine coming back home looking for your best friend, (yeah) just to hug her, apologize, have a conversation about the end (no one there) tell her how I lost my father and still haven’t shed a tear, how I am scared that she might be next to disappear, shit, already happened, now I live in fear
Sitting on top of our school wondering if this is a dream, clearly a nightmare but I'm good as long as I wake up and it’s not real (it is real)
Laila approached me, gave me my first joint, my first beer (yeah), funny how I fucked her big sister later that same year, (that’s not funny), you know, me being me an asshole that’s clear (always)
I wish you were here so I could apologize to you, that’s the only thing that I really ever wanted to do, I felt like I was abandoned by my father and you (facts), but now, now I know the truth (yeah)
[Chorus]
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, I know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, I know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
[Verse 3]
From that moment on I was hard to approach, only thing I wanted was to be alone that’s what I needed the most, I feel like I disappointed you, now my soul is lost, cost to cost
I remember the last conversation we ever had(I do), that shit somehow went real fucken bad, I dont remember why we argued but I remember all the stupid shit that I said, yeah fuck it
Even now I still hate myself for it, tears in my eyes thinking you knew you were gonna die, but I didn’t know it, I felt like you always wanted to tell me but of course I fucken blow it (as usual)
And the moment you both left, I start looking for death, a way to follow you and take my last fucken breath, danger zone, I'm alone, i really need fucking help, I need a hug from you, I don't remember how it fucking felt
[Chorus]
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, I know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, I know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
13 left me broken, kid inside of me is dead a different man is walking, I know it’s thought provoking, but the kid is dead now the body is rotting
The body is rotting, the body is rotting, the body is rotting, the body is rotting..
[Outro]
*TV static* Breaking news a 13 year old boy has died.. 13 year old boy dead.. *Distorted voice* dead, dead…
