[Hook: A.B.I.L Di’ Unstabil]
You don't have to say you love me
[Verse 1: A.B.I.L Di’ Unstabil]
You don't have to say you love me
I already know your thoughts
It's like you you trapped me in a cell
The way your words had me caught
I can see it in your eyes it's just the thing that you were taught
I didn't think we'd come this far
Cause we never even fought
But you quickly turned your back
Didn't even choose your words when you decided to attack
Without a second glance , You had me fucked up
I couldn't even take a stance to defеnd myself
It hit me like a daggеr and I couldn't ask for help
It was a battle of our words, so I knew they'd take your side
I could try to with all my might, but they'd say I fucken lied
To defend myself, and keep a good name
But the shit I always post don't reflect just what I'm saying
So you took it on yourself to be the judge, jury, executioner and put me on trial
All the words you fucken said, were so goddamn vial
I could feel them like a poison , I was thinking it's denial
Or maybe you were fucking right
Cause I could never see the light
Everything is so gray It's like I'm living black and white
And despite the way you stare, I can tell I'm not right
You don't have to say you love me
Cause you say it out of spite
[Hook: A.B.I.L Di’ Unstabil]
You don't have to say you love me
[Verse 2: A.B.I.L Di’ Unstabil]
You don't have to say you love me
Cause I know your not my friend
You would rather choose a bag
Then all the time we spent
And money can't buy hours or this thing we tryna mend
I knew you turned your back when you wanted me to lend
You all my money, eyes were red, palms were sweaty
I could tell that you were acting funny
Tried to ask my momma , cause she always called you honey
But she saw threw all your shit, cause you took her for a dummy
Now you're the one whose crying cause your joke ain't funny
Now you blame me for your problems like I owe you something
But I owe you nothing
You said I turned my back, but your the one whose frontin
I could've looked away, but you were up to something
But I know how deep our friendship went
All the time that we spent
All the days we were chilling in my room, playing 2K on your box
You were Kane and I was Ortan, that's the only time we fought
I remember those days (days)
I remember those days, when I liked your home girl
You would always hype me up and you'd tell me not to hurl
You would say just go for it she can be your world
But I always laughed it off, cause I know we were both just playing
Looking back, I really miss those days from all these thoughts I'm saying
And that shit just makes me sad cause I feel I'm failing
I should've have had your back
[Bridge: A.B.I.L Di’ Unstabil]
I should've have had your back (back)
I should've have had your back
[Verse 3: A.B.I.L Di’ Unstabil]
You don't have to say you love me
Cause I'm sick of all the lies, man I'm sick of being used
I'm so goddamn tired
I just really want some peace and to never she face
But she burned into my mind she thought I can't erase
Man she used me for own self gain, and she used me as a rebound like my heart was just a game
Man it's really kinda funny, cause I see that she was playing
Now this empty hole she left me with is filled with so much pain
I been dealing with this stress and these problems with the alcohol
The sex and the women
They can't solve it
They just leave me feeling hollow till I tell myself to stop it
But I know they give me happiness
So should I really drop it, but I know it's only temporary
And my pain is everlasting
You don't have to say you love me
So I should start blasting
[Outro: A.B.I.L Di’ Unstabil]
When I saw.... when I saw her
I was not happy, and not in a sense that she made me sad
By seeing her or whatever, It was the fact that I saw her neh
And all those memories we had together, all those late night calls we had together
Gone from existence, cause we stopped talking to each other
We stopped communicating with each other , we stopped being part of each others lives neh
And from last week Sunday, I've felt in my chest
Is just genuine pain and and like sadness neh because
Instead of being an actual adult, instead of you know trying to approach the situation, in an adult manner, as an you know
Cause I'm 18 now and if I still can't figure out how to love someone(Love someone, love someone)
