[Verse 1]
I'm afraid that my dad is ashamed of priorities I don't set
Mother wonder why the whole mess got her so stressed
And I do confess all the things that I thought I'd be
Were fueled by money that I thought I'd need
But I'm only in my room dreaming dreams I've beamed
Of things that seem, the things I've seen
The pimps that scheme - who missed their teens
With drinks that clean the sins of beings
Amidst a mist of beats
I put a lot of time into my rhymes and now I reap the sheets
Theses fruits of labour couldn't seem to fool my failures
Head is caught up in the business model versus passion
Phantom of the opera is the option I can't fathom
Life's a movie, to be frankly candid
I'm tryna find the lock to which the keys were handed
Walk the talk but I just stick to prancing
Cause I am a little restless
Money talks a lot, look I'm not tryna spread a message
Just a game addict that's tryna fix the glitches
Tryna make a difference while tryna make a hitlist
I guess I'm a little behind
But limits are characteristics of the mind
[Pre-Chorus]
Here's a clip so I can prove the things that I've been doing with my time now
I might be out of line but at least I'm not lying to my mind now
[Chorus]
I don't really know what you want from me
I don't really need you in my head
I don't like the things you said
Lasted 30 minutes or less and after all the things you did to me
I'm sorry for the late delivery
[Bridge]
I'm lost but confined to the same damn choice
Constantly listening to the same damn voice
They hate the new me but I'm the same damn boy
I'm just two sides to the same damn coin
[Verse 2]
Now watch me flip the switch
And Ma, don't flip your shit
Plenty of things in the sea
This the fish I picked
You the one that said do what you must
But do what you wish
So I made a wish
The great are only great because they made it through
It's destiny and I know that I got a fate to prove
I scream all I want but I got weight to lose
This the life of Pablo with the Saint removed
I wanna take the highway to heaven, come back a year after
So I can prove to Ma that true happiness is in laughter
What if amidst the mess, my dreams really do shatter?
These thoughts are like black-holes, they really don't matter
But if I'm sucked in, everybody please forgive me
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I hope this music thing works out for me
If not, I guess it's back to work-outs for me
If not, it's back to dad's factory
If not, I don't know what's gonna happen to me
(I don't know what's gonna happen to me)
Look, I got some rappers asking my favours
Asking for bars like they just finished a law semester
Want production too? But you know guac' is extra
I just keep toppin' on them like some sauces, catch up
No beef, bury those that only talk about women and pain
That's two pieces of art that can never be framed
And love is a piece of heart that can never be tamed
Playing God is deciding when you should let it rain
And that's never easy
Why interfere with someone's light?
Someone's fight is someone's right
And I don't ever wait for tide
That washes on the shores of this beach that is life
How can we as a human race decide on what is right?
I wanna sum up all these differences that just divide
I'm multiplied by all this hate
I'm out here tryna be the prime
The one that with himself equates formulae to derive
The root of all evil, God please show me a sign
Am I the final piece that this jigsaw puzzle is missing?
The jig is up now that I see it's me who wasn't listening
It's me who spent those nights out
It's me who wasn't mixing
Ironically, those nights out were always spent in mixing
Now it's me who wants to be at home, who don't mind all the drifting
Away from those that keep me down to seek something uplifting
And if I get one wish, I wish everyone would please forgive me
It's been cooking too long
I'm sorry for the late delivery
[Chorus]
I don't really know what you want from me
I don't really need you in my head
I don't like the things you said
Lasted 30 minutes or less and after all the things you did to me
I'm sorry for the late delivery
