[Intro]
*Clears throat*
[Verse: ADORNED.]
If I killed myself when I was 3
I wouldn't have any of these fucking responsibilities
I really can't fucking handle this shit man
*Unintelligible murmuring*
I'm overly stressed for no reason
I do my best but that best won't even get me to the next season
I can't remember shit I've been told or taught
I'd kill myself but I'm too pussy
I got more drugs in me than ever before
Contemplating throwing myself out the window
I got too much to think about
I love to work but I hate when it's seen
Unless it's unknown and it's seen by someone that sees in it what I want them to see
I can't tell if this is being real or if I'm lying to myself again
It's impossible to do this shit for me
I don't know where I'm going
Probably dead 'fore I'm 40
I used relationships to tell myself I'm doing good
If I can't grab that from myself, tell me why they could
(I thought I was having a heart attack)
(That was the freest I've ever felt in my life)
Today, I refused to eat
Sometimes I eat with no love left, I binge and purge the meat
I resemble that of some self-theft
I can't be sure you ever loved me
Why would I trust someone that snuffed me?
My brain's an expert at taking myself and cuffing me to an idea or a thought process
So when they didn't like my authenticity, I sought progress
I'd kill myself if I knew death wasn't permanent
I have too much morale to let myself reach the firmament
I can't reach the-
I can't-
(I thought I was having a heart attack)
(That was the freest I've ever felt in my life)
*Sniffles*
(That was the freest I've ever f-)
[Pre-Chorus: ADORNED.]
(Where we're alright)
(Can't be alright)
(I am alright)
(Where we're alright)
(Can't be alright)
(I am alright)
Where we're alright
Can't be alright
I am alright
Where we're alright
Can't be alright
I am alright
[Chorus: ADORNED.]
Where we're alright
Can't be alright
I am alright
I am alright
Where we're alright
Can't be alright
I am alright
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
Where we're alright (Ahh-ahh)
Can't be alright
I am alright (Ooh)
I am alright
[Outro: ADORNED.]
I found myself thirsty without a need for water
Catch myself again, knowing next time, it'll be harder
Next time, it'll be harder
Found myself thirsty without a need for water (Where we're alright, can't be alright)
Catch myself again, knowing next time, it'll be harder (I am alright, I am alright)
Found myself thirsty without a need for water (Where we're alright, can't be alright)
Catch myself again, knowing next time, it'll be harder (I am alright, I am alright)
Found myself thirsty without a need for water (Where we're alright, can't be alright)
Catch myself again, knowing next time, it'll be harder (I am alright, I am alright)
Found myself thirsty without a need for water (Where we're alright, can't be alright)
Catch myself again, knowing next time, it'll be harder (I am alright, I am alright)
