[Verse 1]
Look
I'm feelin foolish cause I fell for you
I'm not gun' lie I'm just tryna keep it real with you
Been on my mind for some time, I'm being honest with you
Its kind of hard for me to sleep at night sometimes without my box of tissues
I got some issues, music's the only way I'll express it
Never felt this type of way, now I kind of regret it
Cause I know what I want but I don't think I'll ever get it
But if you happy I'm happy I'm glad I finally said it
Cause its been, stuck inside I feel we've never been friends
Always something a little more even though you got a man
My emotions is taking over, used to holding them in
I'm more worried 'bout you cause I know you going through shit
So I'm sorry if I annoy you always asking bout him
I just wanna know should I stay or go cause I've been down and, confused
Cause I don't know whats going on between us two
What's to come in the future no I'm not trying to be rude
I'm just
[Chorus]
Tryna see what's going through your mind
Cause now you see what's going through mine
I know you lie everytime you say you're fine
I've asked God and he told me give it time
I'm mad stressed going through this on my own
I spent too much time being alone
It kills me cause I know you walking hurt
We both know this is not what you deserve
[Verse 2]
I've found I'm working for your heart, like I'm working for a deal
And that's huge it's ensuring saying that this feelings real and that scares me
Honestly, more than you could believe cause I have no idea if you feelin the same about me
I'm upset and you know that's what I don't like saying
And I've tried to take your advice and be my own hype man
But I think, why be alone if I see you're right there
And I could wake from dreams cause I'm sick of these nightmares
My mind is going crazy, this shit is constantly working
And I'm just praying that all the time I've put it in will be worth it
But if it isn't I'll be fine give me time, I'll be perfect
But I know this wouldn't have happened if there wasn't a purpose
[Bridge]
Uh, God wouldn't let this happen with no reason
I'm tryna figure what your feeling baby please just
Tell me now if I should stay or if I should leave this
It's like I can't swim and I'm stuck in the deep end
[Chorus]
Tryna see whats going through your mind
Cause now you see what's going through mine
I know you lie everytime you say you're fine
I've asked God and he told me give it time
I'm mad stressed going through this on my own
I spent too much time being alone
It kills me cause I know you walking hurt
We both know this is not what you deserve
[Verse 3]
But you play me like a violin, 10 months were silent
Wouldn't tell me shit you was ashamed cause you was hiding shit
And so I'd ask cause I knew bout this other guy and
How he's in your life and from his past knew he was trying
And all I asked was truth even if it hurt to know
But she said "No, it's okay Austin, you deserve to know"
Cause I'd ask about this other guy again and again and she'd always say, "Don't worry, I promise he's just a friend"
Bitch I thought you had respect, not for me but for yourself
Like is everybody else in your life like him so you fell
Fuck outta here, I'm not stupid I could read you like a book
I fucking knew it in my gut, you took the chances that you took
To pull the strings up on my heart because you fed off the attention
If he ain't give you enough you'd come to me because you'd get it
I opened my heart and trusted you with it like you a heart surgeon
But turns out you only good at leaving hearts hurting
[Chorus]
Tryna see whats going through your mind
Cause now you see what's going through mine
I know you lie everytime you say you're fine
I've asked God and he told me give it time
I'm mad stressed going through this on my own
I spent too much time being alone
It kills me cause I know you all been hurt
We both know this is not what you deserve
