[Verse 1]
I woke up at 3am
I looked at my phone and I seen a DM
Open my phone then I seen her again
Oh my god, now let the feelings begin
I don't want, feeling to keep seeking in
I just go no, then the reading begins
I'm reading slow, then I stop and I spin
I'm just hoping I'm dreaming I'm holding it in
Oh no
Oh God No
I'm living a world that I got no
Place I can go, when I stop roll
You're playing these games like a console
And I'm alone in a grandstand
Make a flow so you know
How I can't stand
Overdosed with my hopes
And my dreams, with my highs
And my lows, mixed up like I'm Abstract
Can you grab that?
[Hook]
Damn, my is mind still spinning around
I feel like I am alright, when I am down
I'm sleeping cause I do not want to be found
The thoughts in my head are now screaming so loud
And I just don't know what they're talking about
I'm sitting, just wishing bout turning around
But I have a vision, My vision is now
(My vision is now, My vision is now)
Damn, my is mind still spinning around
I feel like I am alright, when I am down
I'm sleeping cause I do not want to be found
The thoughts in my head are now screaming so loud
And I just don't know what they're talking about
I'm sitting, just wishing bout turning around
But I have a vision, My vision is now
(My vision is now, My vision is now)
[Verse 2]
I'm wishing that these people here listen
3am thoughts in my head it's a prison
I'm sitting all alone with my pen it's a given
I'm thinking bout choices in my life, my decisions
I think about them nights where I just want a kiss
Hands on your hips, while you're biting your lips
Then I realise all the pain that you give
What a surprise, after things that I did
I gave you everything, I gave you love
I gave you feelings, that you only touched
You grabbed that bullet, and you only knew it
My heart was the only thing that's getting crush
I've had enough, yeah of all of the pain
Why do thoughts just repeat in my brain
Why is it Lethal, it feels like a needle
That's ejecting evil, Inside of my veins
I'm feeling insane, I'm feeling this pain in my neck
This feeling's not Peaceful it's making me Stressed
I'm feeling this feeling, that can not be real and
I'm making mistakes and I feel like a mess
I'm trying my best, I start to confess
I'm holding emotions, I write from my chest
I write when I'm lonely, before you would hold me
But now I'm just knowing, I know that I'm Blessed
But this is a curse, it's making me worst
I smile in pictures but I'm really hurt
I feel like this pain, is fair to say
Has opened my eyes, realise what's fake
For goodness sake, I miss them days
You text me again, but it is too late
It's 3AM, and I'm alone
I'm Thinking about them days...
[Hook]
Damn, my is mind still spinning around
I feel like I am alright, when I am down
I'm sleeping cause I do not want to be found
The thoughts in my head are now screaming so loud
And I just don't know what they're talking about
I'm sitting, just wishing bout turning around
But I have a vision, My vision is now
(My vision is now, My vision is now)
Damn, my is mind still spinning around
I feel like I am alright, when I am down
I'm sleeping cause I do not want to be found
The thoughts in my head are now screaming so loud
And I just don't know what they're talking about
I'm sitting, just wishing bout turning around
But I have a vision, My vision is now
(My vision is now, My vision is now)
[Verse 3]
I vision bout you and I being together
You were the one that I called my forever
You where the one yeah the one that I want
Then I realised, there's more guys in the picture
I looked in the mirror, it started to break
Wasn't the mirror, I'm not holding together
"But baby, I love you! I want things to change"
I gave you more changes, to fix up these Errors
But what did you do, you just broke me again
Broke me apart, just broke me and then
Texting me saying how sorry you are
Well I'm sorry to, you're just playing pretend
Playing again, I'm not playing again
I'm just painting this picture, I whispered "The End"
This paintings not perfect, I thought you were worth it
I felt like I'm worthless, while holding your hand
Why do I just go like this
Why do I just go Lifeless
I might just write, revive
I feel alive, when I
Bite into my own Purpose
Listen..
I didn't want it to go down like this
But you find another guy to kiss
Found another lie
Now I might rewrite
My entire life, down like this
[Hook]
Damn, my is mind still spinning around
I feel like I am alright, when I am down
I'm sleeping cause I do not want to be found
The thoughts in my head are now screaming so loud
And I just don't know what they're talking about
I'm sitting, just wishing bout turning around
But I have a vision, My vision is now
(My vision is now, My vision is now)
Damn, my is mind still spinning around
I feel like I am alright, when I am down
I'm sleeping cause I do not want to be found
The thoughts in my head are now screaming so loud
And I just don't know what they're talking about
I'm sitting, just wishing bout turning around
But I have a vision, My vision is now
(My vision is now, My vision is now)
