[Intro]
Oh, Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
I can't do this right now, right now
I can't do this right now, right now
[Verse]
All these problems in my life, I feel like I never saw them
I feel like I'm dissolving, everything's revolving around the fact that I'm stuck in the same place
I act like I'm OK, but the truth is there's no way for me to do this
I'm living as a victim of a prison that I created and I hate it
I'm so lonely I feel like no one really knows me
And the fault is all mine, but here's where I draw the line
I've wasted so much time chasing after wasted time
I'm wasting my breath, I wish I had the strength to invest
But I'm done with everyday being the test
I'm done with everyone trying to pretend they know me when they don't
Because I'm done being left on my own coat
What's left of this life that I once had
I'm chasing a rabbit and hoping for Wonderland
I'm wondering do you understand why I can't face this
Do you understand why I'm breaking
I come face to face with the truth
And the truth is I'm paralyzed from the very lie that I'm dead inside
And that's why
[Chorus]
I can't do this right now, right now
I can't do this right now, (yuh) right now (ok)
[Verse]
I'm tryna make the best of the hand that I've been dealt
But I'm playing these games with myself I need help
I'm a closed book and I never open up
You think you know me but you're still stuck on chapter one
Take a close look and you'll probably turn and run, just like everybody else
'Cause the madness has only just begun
And that's why I'm tryna keep it together
But I'm collapsing under the pressure
I'm tryna keep my head above the water, but I keep getting wetter
So deep in this sea of motion I don't even see a potion to the pain
And I'm certain that's why I can't change, I'm certain these issues I can't take
Going in circles 'till I turn purple it's hurtful
I'm numb to the pain like I'm on Novocaine
It's so insane, maybe you could pray for me instead of prey on me
And lately I been asking what really am I doing here
I'm driven by my truest fear: that the worst thing for me is me
But that's the truth I don't want to hear
So I try to steer clear of these thoughts in my head
'Cause if it was up to them I'd probably be dead
But they keep having their way with me
Pulling me down into their misery
I'm drowning in this cold dark sea
My heart won't beat 'cause I'm caught in your stream
But I can't wait for my sleep to face the reality that it still won't leave
And I can't stay stuck on repeat, I need some reprieve
I can't keep on this road
Heaven only knows the depths of my loads
I can't cope
Yeah, how I'm slipping down this slope
I'm living in the shadow of death
Waiting for a miracle (I can't do this)
I hope that you hear it though (I can't do this)
I've been asking for so long, and I'm so far gone I can barely carry on (I can't do this)
[Bridge]
I can't do this right now (right now)
I just need a walk on, 'cause I can't do this right now (right now)
Right now (right now, right now)
Right now (right now, right now)
I can't do this (I can't do this)
Right now (now)
The truth can't do this (truth can't do this)
Right now (now)
I can't do this (now)
Right now (right now)
The truth can't do this (truth can't do this)
Right now (now)
[Chorus]
I can't do this right now, (no I can't) right now (I can't do this)
I can't do this right now, right now
[Outro]
I can't do this (I can't do this)
Right now (right now)
I can't do this (I can't do this)
Right now (right now)
