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This Is Goodbye Lyrics by Alex Devon

It’s Happening Now

2018

[Verse: Young L3X]
I was hardly getting by
Felt in hard times
Where the sun wouldn’t shine
Just wanted to resign
I was hardly getting by
Used to wanna die
Never satisfied
My pain was amplified
Overthinking, my circumstances and the outcome
I bonded with a demon she was evil, was a loud one
To quit, she kept repeating, I ain't stop her, I allowed her
I got caught in a trap did some shit I wasn’t proud of
I was hardly getting by with my pockets running low
When I start reminiscing my eyes overflow
I was hardly getting by, forgetting about my goals
In a lot of pain tried to not let it show
And please don’t ask me questions
Im lost I have no answers
Been keeping to myself
Been feeling like a cancer
I’m feeling so weak ,I’m near my defeat
The devil got close and found a home in me

[Chorus: Siera]
I just don’t wanna even try
Anymore no
Don’t wanna cry
Anymore no
This is goodbye
I can’t hold on
I just don’t wanna even try

[Verse Two: Young L3X]
I hate depression I can’t find a release or peace
You wanna walk in my shoes
Then don’t let em crease, believe
I tried fighting, running and hiding
But them blows that I take
Feel like two planes colliding
Maybe I needed guidance
Feel chewed up like trident
I’m screwed up, things are too nuts
Please stop prescribing
Medicine and pills, that I leave in my cabinet
Can’t make it up these hills, depression a magnet
I’m hardly getting by
Felt in hard times
Where the sun never shine
Peace I’ll never find
I’m hardly getting by
Now I wanna die
Never satisfied
This pain I can’
Please don’t call me an ambulance
I don’t need no help
I don’t need no analysis
Go help yourself
Suicide I been practicing
To look like an accident
Can’t sleep cus paralysis
And stress is the catalyst

[Chorus: Siera]
I just don’t wanna even try
Anymore no
Don’t wanna cry
Anymore no
This is goodbye
I can’t hold on
I just don’t wanna even try
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About “This Is Goodbye” by Alex Devon

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"This Is Goodbye" appears on "It’s Happening Now" in 2018.

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