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­an update. Lyrics by Amn3sia

2020

[Intro]
I am holding my pop filter up to my Blue Yeti right now, I am sick of living

[Verse 1]
Woke up today with the same pain as everyday
Colors desaturating, reds are turning into grays
The hues have lost their way, and me? I can relate
Because when I was younger I thought being happy was my fate, stupid me
I’ve been smoking a bit recently
The dread’s been boiling over ‘cause I don’t recognize me
My boy said that he don’t mind, but I wish he did
I wish this weed could reconnect me with the silly kid I once was
I’d jump up and smile at a fuck up
Not dwell on it for hours while I wish the screams would shut up
I think my mind is shutting down in isolation
Thinking ‘bout the lies I’m holding in while 2am stargazing
Shooting star, wish I had the strength to tell the truth
To the ones I’ve hurt, and the ones that I’ve abused
The days grow shorter and we inch closer to death
So why not smoke until there are no thoughts left?

[Bridge]
I am everything that I once hated
I just want you to say it
I am everything that I once would despise
Come back, I wanna see you with my own eyes

[Verse 2]
A reshuffling of the cards, don’t that sound nice?
Where there was no fear from stepping outside
No more vegetating on Twitter as we count time
Maybe find that feeling again I had when I found rhymes
Simpler times, simpler minds
Simpler summer days with heat rays and cold Sprite
Simpler tunnels filled entirely with light
When my daily routine consisted of losing a fight, that’s life
Yet somehow things have steadily gotten worse
I live life every day like I’m afflicted by a curse
Love life dead, red dot on my head
Soon to be living in the streets again with a bench as my lonely bed
When I talk to the demons, they’re ignoring what I said
When I fall to the demons, someone make sure my cat’s fed
The day I fell and was screaming, was the day that I should have fled
Peaked there like I was dropping some acid
Fuck, I wish
Bad trip, meet the Devil, with the luck I get
Love life’s shit, I said it once, I’ll say it again
American idiot, pulling the pin, hoping it ends, smoking this shit
Smoking this indica till I’m hating myself more
While the streets are filled to the brim with a violent war
While this virus keeps trying sneak by the doors of the masses
Amassing a death count passing what we expected
Media letting the people forget
While I’m vibing at the beach like a fucking hypocrite
I guess I’ll get what I get, and what I get I’ll deserve
But at this point what the fuck could make living life worse
Knock on wood

[Outro]
Fucking goddamnit, piece of shit, cocksucking son-of-a-bi-
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Amn3sia

Amn3sia

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