[Refrain]
I've been keeping to myself that's not how I was before
Felt like I been played a million times when I gave 'em more
I love too much to be in this and I can't take that all that back
But if I could I'd sell my soul to get it
Fuck you all, you see you turned me selfish
[Verse 1]
I don't fuck with a single person, I promise that I know you
My guards up and you're charged up about shit that I didn't do
I can't think of a better way to waste my time than think about you're saying
God that's high school and I'm sitting here in my prime
And I don't wanna fight
And that's shit's funny cause I'm in a better place in your mind
While you're renting out stray time so go ahead
Go put thosе fists up
In the mean time I'm just counting dimеs
My time is so precious in your eyes infectious
I'm kind of flattered
I guess it's hard to be real, guess I thought that the world would be different
I'm giving out more to these people than parents give to their children
And that's my fault I'm finally changing, erasing places, people, chasing fakes is strange
I'm thankful I'm peace-made because I’m
[Chorus]
I'm better by myself cause people don't help shit
I'm pretty sure the realest people don't have commitments
I've tried your help and I've seen what you do
Don't come asking for a favor, ain't got nothing to lose
I've lived to learn my lessons, a dependency keeps me helpless
I'm sick of tryna be the bigger person what is this
You won't miss out, I'll never be there for you
It's the shit that I've been dealing with that makes me so selfish yeah
[Verse 2]
Enemies stacking I feel like I'm on a mountain
Fuck it up and I forget about all the cowards
Could I be anymore livid I see a thousand
People around me who never gave me a ounce of
Respect, hospitality, my mission
Be alone, see a throne and live rich
Live a long life, get along right
That's too hard, guess I'll play the system
Selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, yeah, that's my name
And, yeah, you jealous jealous jealous cause we are not the same
And, yeah, you copy, paste and probably chase my timeline it's great
Cause now my plays are way above yours, off brand Andiroo's late
So, yeah, that fake shit ain't my type
And I write songs none of you like
Fuck with my pride, I'll set aside
Show you a real one, cause I bite
Finally realized I'm in the right
Fucking tried hard just to be nice
No one's important enough to me just be in my life no matter what they do
Going alone I'll be fine
I guess it's hard to be real guess I thought that the world would be different
I'm giving out more to these people than parents give to their children
Lie to me once, you a human
And lie to me twice, you look stupid
But, don't you test that third try, I got birds eye, you ain't improving
[Chorus]
I'm better by myself cause people don't help shit
I'm pretty sure the realest people don't have commitments
I've tried your help and I've seen what you do
Don't come asking for a favor, ain't got nothing to lose
I've lived to learn my lessons, a dependency keeps me helpless
I'm sick of tryna be the bigger person what is this
You won't miss out, I'll never be there for you
It's the shit that I've been dealing with that makes me so selfish yeah
I'm better by myself cause people don't help shit
I'm pretty sure the realest people don't have commitments
I've tried your help and I've seen what you do
Don't come asking for a favor, ain't got nothing to lose
I've lived to learn my lessons, a dependency keeps me helpless
I'm sick of tryna be the bigger person what is this
You won't miss out, I'll never be there for you
It's the shit that I've been dealing with that makes me so selfish yeah
[Refrain]
I've been keeping to myself that's not how I was before
Felt like I been played a million times when I gave 'em more
I love too much to be in this and I can't take that all that back
But if I could I'd sell my soul to get it
Fuck you all, you see you turned me selfish
