[Verse 1] (When I) Wake up at night sweating bullets With my heart racing fast, got me thinking "Will it Ever stop, will I find some way to kill it Or will cigarettes and long nights be my best deal here?" Dealing with the devil at the night's last call Begging whoever will hear me to just let me sleep at all Looking at myself, I look like windows in a church I'm together but I'm not, and I laugh to hide the urge I keep praying but I wonder sometimes if I'm even heard "Hey, God, it's Kai. Can you hear me? Am I being absurd? I've been tryna phone the Heavens and beseech you But sometimes I feel my voice didn't reach you" [Interlude] This persona that I wear, mask I made myself to bear Is the only thing I know that can help me not be scared But you know what they say, 'Fake it til you make it' I'll just tell myself I'm strong enough to break it [Verse 2] I don't wanna leave yet, at least that much I know There's so much yet to do before I have to go But I also feel conflicted, I did some things befo' Akin to seeds of anguish that have sprouted from their home It's like I shot at the Heavens and it's gates said 'No' Willed the gunbolt around and gave it rest in my dome Damn thing pokes at my memories and starts with the worst From disrespecting boundaries to anger bursts To a lapse in judgement that cost me a friend Who I loved so much that her leaving made me want to end everything No exception Cause the ice that my eyes cried turned to haze and desperation And yet I'm thankful, cause pain's a great teacher And penance a fair maiden who showed mercy when I reached her I will pay the price even after I die Cause forgiveness hasn't knocked, even gandered inside But forgiveness if you show up, if you give me a chance I will open the door and offer all that I can I don't expect a miracle or things to be fixed But I just pray I'll be at peace when I hit 96 If you can hear this, this is not a cry for help Just a man without a mouth with a story to tell If you hear this and it hurts, just know you're not alone This is just my story, and I'd love to hear yours
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