[Hook]
They don't even realize I'm trying
They don't even realize I fold
They don't even realize I'm crumbling down
Nah, to them I am whole yeah
Nah, to them he's aight
Pick up my pieces and put up a fight
Crazy how people are so very blind
But then again maybe I know how to hide cuz
They don't even realize I'm trying
They don't even realize I fold
They don't even realize I'm crumbling down
Nah, to them I am whole yeah
Nah, to them he's aight
Pick up my pieces and put up a fight
Crazy how people are letting me drown
But then again maybe they're saving me now
[Verse 1]
They like
Andy why don't you make happier music
Cuz bitch I'm not happy so why would I do it
Me and my team that like three or four niggas
Fuck it, my ego gets bigger and bigger
My circle gets smaller and small
I can't fuck with these niggas at all
All this time tryna see who can relate
But really ain't nobody made how I'm made, uh
Niggas will hate, but they won't say a word
Never had money I got it I splurge
Lord please forgive me I never was taught
But now that I got it, I'm getting a lot
They want me to prove myself, already solid
I'm moving like Michael, get rings like I'm sonic
Niggas is stupid I move by myself
Support if you want I ain't asking for help
Late all the time I can't get outta bed
Only time that I'm up is when she give me head
Skinny as fuck and I don't even eat
Been grinding for days and the days turn to weeks
Weeks into months then I'm in it for life
I'm cuffed to the game, only bitch Imma wife
Talking my shit, you fuck with me or don't
The realest will feel this, the fake niggas won't
[Hook]
They don't even realize I'm trying
They don't even realize I fold
They don't even realize I'm crumbling down
Nah, to them I am whole yeah
Nah, to them he's aight
Pick up my pieces and put up a fight
Crazy how people are so very blind
But then again maybe I know how to hide cuz
They don't even realize I'm trying
They don't even realize I fold
They don't even realize I'm crumbling down
Nah, to them I am whole yeah
Nah, to them he's aight
Pick up my pieces and put up a fight
Crazy how people are letting me drown
But then again maybe they're saving me now
[Verse 2]
Now that I'm on the ledge
Now that I got this aimed to my head
Now that I'm downing this bottle on bottle
Now that this pill is so easy to swallow
Now that I'm not even scared anymore
My friends ain't even my friends anymore
Wondering just who I am anymore
Life is up one, Imma even the score
Cuz you say that you won't like you usually do
Say that you don't but you usually do
Tell yourself pick it up, get on the grind
Then waste all your time like you usually do
Well this time I'm boutta knock it off
They're thinking it's sweet til it pop off
I've had it to here and before I'm gone
I'll finally admit it that I'm lost
Cuz lately I feel crazy maybe
I just need some saving now
I'm just tryna turn this Suby
Into a Mercedes now
They hate me cuz they ain't me
But I wouldn't want to trade me now
This life it gets so hard, but fuck it
Because Imma change it now cuz
[Hook]
They don't even realize I'm trying
They don't even realize I fold
They don't even realize I'm crumbling down
Nah, to them I am whole
Nah, to them I am straight
Look at my life with this anger and rage
All this time tryna see who can relate
But really ain't nobody made how I'm made cuz
[Outro]
They don't even realize I got it
They don't even realize I'm cold
They don't even realize I'll never fall down
Nah, I'll do it alone yeah
Nah, fuck it I'm straight
Folding my hands and I'll pray it away
Maybe I won't become better today
But maybe just maybe it's all bout to change
