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Thoughts of $uicide Lyrics by ANTIVST

2019

[Intro]
Raspo beats
[Verse 1]
I don’t wanna live like this anymore
Take a bottle of pills, and I’m out on the floor
Too many times, and I'll take the blame
So I’m fucked in the head, put a gun to my brain
Don’t worry about me I’ll be fine
I’ve got thoughts of suicide on my mind
I want it to end, there is no friend who gives a shit
No, nobody cares until your dead
And even then they all pretend
Pretend to care, they’re not really there
No, no, no
[Bridge]
Raspo beats
[Verse 2]
Last year in March, I was in pain
I wanted to die, jumped in front of a train
It was only a dream, so when I woke up
Climbed up to the bridge, tried to throw myself off
I cried for days, I was in pain
I felt selfish with No one to blame
But myself, I’m always on my own
I’m always alone, and When I get in the zone
I close myself off, cut people off
Cut 'em off like I do, 'cause if they only knew
What goes on in my head, I’m better off dead
Like I’ve already said, God I wish I was dead
[Outro]
God I wish I was dead
God I wish I was dead
God I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead, no, oh, no
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ANTIVST

ANTIVST

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