[Intro:]
(I will show you where i made my move)
(Whilst preparing to bring Justice)
(Then i will break you)
[Verse 1: Mr. Marshal]
When I look at the way that I have ended up
Got a book full of shame and it is weighing tough
Always been so afraid of what remains - it sucks
But I can't seem to tame all this rage
Enough
To keep myself sane, all these thoughts in my brain
Got me caught up in chains
I'm in knots with this pain
I am not same - I forgot my name
I forgot who I am , now I'm trapped - encaged
I would pray to God, but I'm owned by the devil
No fishing rod could pull me up from this level
All my sins at cost are worth more than treble
I've been here so long I've begun to revel
In all this shit, I tried to climb
But I always hit a steep decline
I'm stuck inside these walls of mine
That I built myself so that I can hide (now)
A prison well-built like I built a well
To act like a shield to conceal myself
Coz if it revealed , you would feel the hell
Of the shit I wield - it wheels itself
If I let that shit go , like I did before
Hurt the people that I really cared for
I never meant it , but I really went hard
Now I'm feeling like I should repent (argh!)
Used my own words to inflict the harm
But then I learnt that my words can scar
So then I used them to make a pass
I'll never forget - I made her paint her arm
The only thing that I fear is me
The way I used to be
I'm too scared to breathe
Was this meant to be?
All this angoy - that I caused
It haunts and taunts at me
[Verse 2: ATOM Petrify]
They wanna flood my mind but am subsisting this threatening
As they persisting and untwisting
Is this my destiny?
I'll continue to dwell on this agony and felony consisting in my mind
There's a war existing, it's been existing since i was born; pre-existing
I show no emotions, am no emoji
You would never try me if you knew me and my eulogy
Am difficult what the hell is chemistry and biology
Fuck your discography, i don't know 'bout your biography
I'll blow your mind; Gaddafi
[Verse 3: Mr. Marshal]
To walk alone coz that's all I know
Friendships - I close til hell is froze
That's how it goes - I've become a ghost
To keep me in check with this road I chose
I'm sick to death but man - I don't know
How long I can keep this animal
From reaching out and taking full control
But I'm still here trying to fill the hole
Sometimes I wish that I just would die
Coz I know that would kill what is burrired inside
Some people say I'm ill - but they dunno what I hide
No amount of these pills could bring peace to my mind
I know they try , but I hate my life
I need a sign , someone tell me why
Was I born like this? Is my life a lie?
To these demons of mine I wanna say goodbye
[Verse 4: ATOM Petrify]
To these demons of mine i wanna say goodbye
Even when they try they still gonna die cause I'm Petrify
Am gonna fly so high that these demons will be forced to cry
I fear no fear cause i myself is fear
Life ain't fair, can you see the darkness?
Am stepping outta blackness, I'm made of black just like I'm Guiness
I stand with my sword, i beat demons they immature
I may lose form sometimes like Iheanacho
But I'll get up to my feet cause am sure I'll be the best in what i do like Luke Shaw
Amma super striker call me North Shaw
ATOM Petrify, you wanna beat me am not sure
You gonna die, yeah am very sure
[Verse 5: Mr. Marshal]
To be a better man , but I know I can't
It's a constant battle between should and shan't
I fight the light and the fight the dark
I'm neither Jedi or a Darth
I'm right beneath where I hit the mark
I grit my teeth and I try so hard
So I can be me and leave the past
But this shit won't leave so I have to mask
They say good men have too many rules
But true good men don't need them at all
So why is it that I have so many installed?
You best keep guessing - you're bunch of fools
Underestimating all these cards that I'm playing
It keeps you all swaying from making a move
I always stay training - even if it's raining
I will still be taking my Nike shoes
[Verse 6: ATOM Petrify]
They said health is wealth, you better run along or I'll feed on your soul in stealth
Am a son of God, but it's in hell i dwellth with this demons
Look to the future what you see?; Armaggedon
Am sour to taste just like a lemon, understand the sermon
Voices in my head saying they gonna stop me, i told them make me
Cause I'm hot like a bakery, am not sweet am not sugary
Do they even have the bravery to come to my sight?
I'll melt them inspite their body is silvery
Kill on sight like a machinery
I rule my own kingdom fuck your democracy
Red black white this ain't about your ethnicity
It's about fidelity to the society and community, right now even if I'm 90
Are you ready for the fighting?
Can you fight me?
As i struck you like a lighting
Wanna show you something, no need you don't know nothing
Am mighty, call me Randy Orton
Wandered to LA., and to Bolton, now am boasting and boosting
Let me demonstrate as i navigate straight on this highway
Am gonna win this race both home and on fucking away
If you wanna try me I'll feed on your soul and take your soul away
ATOM Petrify, can you listen to Enya and sail away
That is what all this niggas say
I don't give a fuck about what they say
Have been popping all this pills and alizay
Can you hear what i say?
[Outro; ATOM Petrify]
(I just wanna demon-strate)
(ATOM Petrify, Mr. Marshal)
(Cause Chaos)
(Haha)
