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​wanted to **** myself today Lyrics by ​ayleen valentine

​little rainbows after death

2024

[Chorus]​
​wanted to kill myself today
​so i sat down and planned a way
​but nothing caught my eye
​drowning sucks and bullets hurt
​what if i hung off my sweatshirt
​or i could shoot up and get high
[Verse 1]
​but man my lucks so fucking tragic
​i already see god laughing
​not quite dead, not quite alive
​but there enough to know im fine
​the icu is way too cold
​but no one hears me anymore
​so all i do is talk to god
​kill me please just kill me
[Verse 2]
​my day to day consists of me
​trying to soothe my attitude
​im not ungrateful im unhappy
​im not angry i feel at ease
​take my pills and go to sleep
​make my money on repeat
​the playlist, streams and things
​theyll never makе you feel complete
[Chorus]
​wanted to kill mysеlf today
​so i sat down and planned a way
​but nothing caught my eye
​drowning sucks and bullets hurt
​what if i hung off my sweatshirt
​or i could shoot up and get high

About “​wanted to **** myself today” by ​ayleen valentine

Read the complete lyrics to "​wanted to **** myself today" by ​ayleen valentine from the album "​little rainbows after death" in 2024. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under USA, In English, Alternative Pop.

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"​wanted to **** myself today" appears on "​little rainbows after death" in 2024.

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