[Intro: Bendrak Blue]
Absence of my presence, nah
Presence of my absence, huh
[Verse 1: Bendrak Blue]
Fear instilled within our lives
I've already risked looking like a fool for the adventure of being alive
That's a primitive desire, remained faithless cause am freeing ma mind
You're all about what I should be, the greatest of all time never inspired me
Even Kendrick is killing ma vibe
Evеrybody is a unique autonomous center of individual consciousnеss
We sent to school to forget about our potential self
We don't know ourselves
An industry has been made out of not knowing what you want in this world
Am labelled useless for not being like everybody else
I smile like it's all cool, now you know it's not
Just cause am Bendrak Blue, it doesn't mean I can't speak my heart
What's the purpose of troops if unity is all we want?
Aren't the conspiracies true? Am one of the youth, love is what we need, y'all just don't what it does
Seems as if everything we've been told serves the oppressor's interests
If all religions teach peace, why can't they all come to peace then?
Scared to question the religious god, cause I've been told am gon end up in hell
Stupid enough to accept a savior that can't even save himself
Yo spirit becomes what you think
Just like yo body becomes what you eat
Without caution, let ecstasy fill you to yo finger tips
I don't mean the taste that is left after eating simba chips
Am surprised the present moment is like Christmas eve
Obstetrics, the birth of the d-day is letting Jesus sing (Jesus sing, sing)
[Pre-Chorus: Bendrak Blue]
If you live in the past and observe others
How do you expect yo happiness to be covered?
As a matter of fact, it comes around like karma
Cause u turn in bed like the page of a brand new chapter
[Chorus: Bendrak Blue]
When you look at me, you don't see me there
Choose and pick what's kept in my head
Still taking my time, that ain't no crime
Am getting stronger, I can't even reach my prime
[Verse 2: Bendrak Blue]
Self realization brings us back to the creators of civilization
Our very own ancestors, let's reverse the brainwashing like the purpose of this generation
Even the music we listen to is lowering our vibrations (mainstream)
Evolution of the soul delayed, cause there are no spiritual energies drawn down into physical dimensions
Holding on though I'm losing ma sanity
The beauty of seeing ma strength enduring the depths of hell is not the necessity
Am fallen, but don't think I've remained angelic
I hear the devil scream in heaven so excessively
You know how boredom is, I only surrender when the Lord ain't top of me
I only listen when God's gon speak, cause I talk to myself in a divine colloquy
I get y'all hearts beating when I reveal the secret that's twisting a meaning, and if I'd be spitting the crap u feeling, I wouldn't be a freak, so you'd predict me like Simpsons
It's alright for you to think it's fine
You see the dope rhymes and conclude my verse is high
Let there be no fight in case we wanna raise a peace sign
We all blind as if our future is still bright
So never say you know life when you never lived mine
[Pre-Chorus: Bendrak Blue]
If you live in the past and observe others
How do you expect yo happiness to be covered?
As a matter of fact, it comes around like karma
Cause u turn in bed like the page of a brand new chapter
[Chorus: Bendrak Blue]
When you look at me, you don't see me there
Choose and pick what's kept in my head
Still taking my time, that ain't no crime
Am getting stronger, I can't even reach my prime
[Bridge: Bendrak Blue]
Real ones got that absent minded smile
Living life, connecting to their inner child
In this world, they say they're out of their minds
Nobody thinks it's right
Question, tell me how...?
[Pre-Chorus: Bendrak Blue]
If you live in the past and observe others (others!)
How do you expect yo happiness to be covered? (To be covered)
As a matter of fact, it comes around like karma (Karma)
Cause u turn in bed like the page of a brand new chapter
[Chorus: Bendrak Blue]
When you look at me, you don't see me there (You don't!)
Choose and pick what's kept in my head
Still taking my time, that ain't no crime
Am getting stronger, I can't even reach my prime
[Outro: Bendrak Blue]
Not paying attention to what's being said
Interpret my body language and hear my silence, it's way too louder than all you've heard me say
It's Bendrak Blue
