[Intro]
Yeah
Just venting
Produced by Info
Big Jest
Summer's done this my winter flow
Look
[Verse]
Every year niggas say they’ll run it when the summer comes
Niggas still ain't doing nothin' when the summer’s done
I had a ting named summer in my bed
Through the winter had her bouncing on the springs until summer comes
Now she's falling like it's autumn, I don't give a shit
Said, I can't afford to put my all in, she wasn't listening
She's tryna' balance but my life stay crazy
My heart’s froze up can you iceskate baby, uh
It’s a slippery slope, I run true, run twos, I just give and I go, until I'm balling
Sayin’ I'm a playa' I just didn't want to force it
If we ain’t got the aux in, this shit is feeling awkward
You know it's real when, you can sit in silence
That mutual understanding is quiet, but you don't mind it
What's understood doesn't need to be explained
Nevermind, you ain't got the same mindset
Really, I don' think you can relate
If you ain't ever felt this kind of pain
If you ain't ever woke up in a state with sweat dripping down your head
About some shit you couldn't face
Troubles find you in the night that you avoid throughout the day
That's why it's late and I'm awake, I can't lay my mind to rest
Thoughts jogging memories
Now they running through my head
My sister died and know I'm hollow in the chest, no bitch could make me stressed, all my feelings are suppressed
Pretty bitches that I press, some niggas would be impressed
She [?] she giving me neck, it never gets to my head
All the hearts that I broke, all [?] with no intent
I don't want to settle down if I'm settling for less
I hope that you don't take offence
The grass ain't always greener, if it's made of concrete, how are you gonna' plant your seed? Love
In the concrete jungle, it don't mean much
Snakes wearing Puma, turn his wife into a cheater
Maybe, I just got some trust issues (trust issues)
If all we ever do is fuck, how am I gonna' fall in love with you
Say you're catching feelings, we're just fucking we ain't speaking
If I never tried to fuck you, then I fuck wit' you
Yeah, that sounds twisted, yeah I know
And I'm different, yeah I know
And she don't understand, if she listens she would know
Yeah, nails on fleek but there's dirt underneath
Just because it glitters is it gold, I'm getting old, I turn
23 and I've never been in love, I sat and wonder does my heart even work
Man, I wonder why
Why I'm different to everybody else
I'm coldhearted it's a gift and a curse, I ain't gonna' lie
They say they know me, really that's the old me
I changed, I paid attention to what they showed me
Love is a drug and I didn't wanna' OD
I was treading on ice, it gave me cold feet
So, I've been ducking feelings all my life, and it's funny cuz' I'm in my fucking feelings all the time
Painting pictures with my words, writing feelings in my rhymes
Tryna' find the meaning in their lies
They tell me that they got me, and I get it, they just feeling a lil' lost
Building bridges they could cross, but they end up jumping off
Too much water underneath, this relationship's sinking
I remember when this all kicked in, she told me that she loved me
I remember that day, I was only seventeen, I didn't know what to say
I said I don't wanna' lie to you, they went left
I guess I'm not the right guy for you
And I was single ever since, 6 years deep with no feelings
Couple situations, but nothin' with real meaning
Cuz' I knew what I was needing
I didn't wanna' settle for less, until I get me the best, I'll stay scheming
And every year niggas say they stacking all winter bro
But, niggas still ain't gettin' cash when the winter goes
I still ain't never took a girl to winter wonderland
I wonder every winter man, these bitches prolly' think I'm cold
Summer's done this my winter flow
Top down through the winter in my winter cold
And money doesn't buy happiness, but time is a healer
It might pass quicker if my wrist was froze, word
[Outro]
Produced by Info
