[Intro]
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[Verse 1: ShadowX]
I've been suffering, pondering, how could someone deserve this?
Feels like I'm doing my very best, and doubtless, I'm fucking worthless
Stared in the abyss then I found that I want a purpose
Amidst this meaning of suffocation like I'm drowning above the surface
But notices I'm sick and one help sticks against my gun shelf
Vicious, unwell
Sit with slit wrists, slumpеd where drippin' blood fell
Thеre's not a fucking thing that could make me happen
I'm toxic when I vent like a dangerous gas leak
Surpressed emotions break and snap me
I have foes who think were friends, I wanna choke and slaughter them (Grr)
Intelligence and depression have grown synonymous
Morose and on the edge
Turn problems into jokes of hopeless godlessness
I know I'm lost but I mostly dodge and don't acknowledge it
As I withhold my consciousness
And constant distractions, prone to complain that I won't accomplish it
I sold my sole to content, but the real conflict's are gross and ominous
Odious and rotten, the masochist who boasts of awfulness
Loading up a shotgun, thoughts thwarting me to cock it and blow my noggin' in
[Chorus: Blahzay Roze]
Feelin' so down, lost in my head
Don't wanna get up, face on the bed
Where are my meds? Where are my meds?
Takin' my pills, the prescription is lead
Dead to the world, I'm a fuckup
So now I just sit in my room and get fucked up
I tell 'em to "shut up" but nobody's talking 'cause nobody gives a fuck, duh
Yeah, I'm just down on my luck
So don't tell me nothing, just wanna give up
They say that I can, I can't hear what they saying
I'm praying, I'm praying, but nothing is changing
Out on a ledge and I'm hanging
On by a thread but the music keeps playing
Wish I was dead, don't know what I'm saying
Half of the time so I guess that I'm staying (So I guess that I'm staying)
[Verse 2: Wolff]
Nights, sometimes I walk around aimless
Not knowing any which way that I'm heading
And no matter where I tread, it'd all end up the same
But being dead inside my head is like a penitentiary
Imprison me, so drained of energy
I'm my own enemy, I swear that all you'll find's a mess
I'm detested and messed up, depressed and all the rest
And every second I'm not dead, I feel I'll only bring you dread
Stressin' every breath abusing meds to no effect
I fucking hate this, I hope I die as a punishment
Find my rotten remains, a liar while you're in front of it
Is my final goodbyes in a note just how unworthy
It hurts me, your words, I wished my mother never birthed me
So much is out of whack, I'm malfunctioning again
I wish somebody out there would have lended me a hand
And by the time you'll think of me, I'm already at my end
If you ain't reaching out, leave me to fuckin' die alone then
[Chorus: Blahzay Roze]
Feelin' so down, lost in my head
Don't wanna get up, face on the bed
Where are my meds? Where are my meds?
Takin' my pills, the prescription is lead
Dead to the world, I'm a fuckup
So now I just sit in my room and get fucked up
I tell 'em to "shut up" but nobody's talking 'cause nobody gives a fuck, duh
Yeah, I'm just down on my luck
So don't tell me nothing, just wanna give up
They say that I can, I can't hear what they saying
I'm praying, I'm praying, but nothing is changing
Out on a ledge and I'm hanging
On by a thread but the music keeps playing
Wish I was dead, don't know what I'm saying
Half of the time so I guess that I'm staying (So I guess that I'm staying)
Feelin' so down, lost in my head
Don't wanna get up, face on the bed
Where are my meds? Where are my meds?
Takin' my pills, the prescription is lead
Dead to the world, I'm a fuckup
So now I just sit in my room and get fucked up
I tell 'em to "shut up" but nobody's talking 'cause nobody gives a fuck, duh
Yeah, I'm just down on my luck
So don't tell me nothing, just wanna give up
They say that I can, I can't hear what they saying
I'm praying, I'm praying, but nothing is changing
Out on a ledge and I'm hanging
On by a thread but the music keeps playing
Wish I was dead, don't know what I'm saying
Half of the time so I guess that I'm staying (*Gunshot*)
[Outro]
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