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Nectophilia Lyrics by Bluud Brothers

Nectophilia

2017

[Verse 1]
[Dark Bluud]
Livin' in darkness, surrounded by silence
Suicidal guidance under my eyelids
All of the violence inside of my mind has
Accumulated pain I’ve repressed inside since
I wasn't even 12 when my father just died
He was living with a cancer that was growing inside
And it was hard for me, to even try to confide
In anybody cause everybody just looked so alive
And I was never the type to just say what I felt
I just bottled it up and took the hand that was dealt
I just didn't complain I never wanted the pity
Cause everybody else already had plenty to give me
So mother forgive me, I’m leaving the city
I'm looking for the answers and nobody is with me
I'm walking alone to leave my mark in the sand
And if you follow me home you'll understand that I am
[Hook]
Living in the darkness, looking for escape routes
Demons on their way in, I'm looking for a way out
Gotta get away doubt, rolling in my mind
Searching for the solace that I doubt I'll ever find, fine
I just can't change what I've become
I can’t change what I’ve become
I just can't change what I’ve become
I can't change what I've become
[Verse 2]
[Jo3ker]
So step back takin' a look at my life
Fight the battle for my soul, try to keep myself alive
I can only go until I’m feeling lower than low
Take a look into my eyes you can see a lost soul
No more faith in god and if my eyes are gonna swole
Then it's only cause I'm always feeling down in a hole
So i gotta keep it movin' gotta get on with my life
And keep myself away from thinking 'bout it every night
I just can't change what I've become
I can't change my life around
But I keep it movin' and I gotta stay focused and I
Won't ever let you down
I let you down but that's only if I fall
Six feet underground
So if you're looking for my body or my soul
Just follow me to know that I'll be
[Hook]
Living in the darkness, looking for escape routes
Demons on their way in, I'm looking for a way out
Gotta get away doubt, rolling in my mind
Searching for the solace that I doubt I'll ever find, fine
I just can't change what I've become
I can't change what I've become
I just can't change what I've become
I can't change what I've become
Credits
Bluud Brothers

Bluud Brothers

About “Nectophilia” by Bluud Brothers

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"Nectophilia" appears on "Nectophilia" in 2017.

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