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Be This Way (co-produced w/ Timmy Holiday) Lyrics by BlvckChvrch

2019

(LIN)
I need to be this way
I know its not okay
But i know
That i won’t ever feel the same
I need to feel this way
It always numbs the pain
It won’t go
I’m too cold i won’t ever change
I’ve been out of it for way too long
Tryna write a song
Feeling like i can’t breath but i gotta move along
Started BC back in 2016
Now I’m 22 feeling like i miss the old me
Feeling like i miss SVDI whipping past 100
Now Its just me like all of a sudden
With my friends I’m front’n
Only a hand full of people that i fuck with
Every one else in my life can go and eat a fucken dick
I don’t give a fuck
Sluts wanna suck dick
And I’ve emptied out a couple guts in my life but i don’t cuff shit
I’ve had enough
Of all of you fucks
Fuck you all ill grab my blade and slit my wrist i wanna get out bitch
I’m tryna feel
Anything please
All these people that surround me give a fuck if they all cease to breathe
She hung by noose
Got her face blue
If i don’t love my self what makes you think that ill give a shit boo
God told me, you’ll never have the life you seek
A deep abyss so bleak
Ill try again some week
When i die don’t cry
The thought of death it makes me feel alive
I could always try to live and thrive
But i don’t think i have enough time
Motherfuckers know that
I hate all of you pests
Ending you or i makes me content
You should see the world for what it is
Harvesting these people who are just full of shit
So make sure that
(all of these lies
I can always fuck my mind
Let me claim what should be mine
My demise it does entice
I can always rid my time
And my tongue it rips through lines
But my head will break my spine
Im tryna die)
([god told me, you’ll never have the life you seek
A deep abyss so bleak
Ill try again some week])
(SVDI)
Know I’ve done this for a while
Ain’t it wild
Ain’t it foul
I’m smoking loud
It keep me down
Clock keep going round and round
Don’t want to be stuck here right now
I gotta find my way up out
This fucking place
Dig out this grave
And dust my self off
Off off again
Been here before
I just went down
Even some more
Don’t wanna be this way no more
Popping some more
Smoking some more
Don’t you visit me
I don’t want no eyes on me
I sit here silently
Cause I don’t want no eyes on me
I don’t like attention much
I just sit here and smoke my blunt
Don’t you look or touch
If I wanna bust a nut
I’ll hit you up
But I’ll never wife a slut
Cunt
Rancid bitch
Me, I have no faith in shit
I love to watch the razor split
Up and down her writs
Sluts can rest in piss
Drank a bottle: 5th
Body is numb, cold as the knife I am with
(LIN)
I wanna feel what i felt back then
Forsake these black thoughts only death in my head
I don’t really wanna die but I’m getting sick of life
Some try to dismiss everything i said i lack a friend
Don’t try to change a single thing about me
Greed
Meets my only reason for fucking breathing
I won’t ever fucking love you
No
I’m not as good as you fuck no I’m better than you
Cutting her neck with these fucks i reduce you
I need to be this way
I know its not okay
But i know
That i won’t ever feel the same
I need to feel this way
It always numbs the pain
It won’t go
I’m too cold i won’t ever change
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BlvckChvrch

BlvckChvrch

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