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​awful Lyrics by blxty

2020

[Intro]
(Odel, hehe)

[Chorus: blxty]
Maybe I'm not the bad guy, but I'm awful
Keep it all inside, put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
Maybe I'm not the bad guy, but I'm awful
Keep it all inside, put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful

[Verse 1: blxty]
I can't even see right now messed up
How am I gonna walk when I can't get up
In the hall I'm a student
Lights off watch your whole movement
And you treat me like a bad guy (Gotta keep my head high)
Everyone on standby, nobody to stand by
Gotta keep a hold of myself
If I would've let go, you would have fell

[Bridge: Orchid]
Push the bullshit into my hеad
Never listen to what you said
Chеck the bullshit into my head
Never listen to what you

[Verse 2: Orchid]
Oh, I felt like I tried so hard
But it's never enough or a little bit too much
I'm bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
Cut my skin like it's peeling
Heartbeat pull it out my chest
See? Crush it into mess, we never really meant
I rip open your legs, meat eat it, oh, so fresh
Bleed run myself to death
See? Ain't it oh so blessed?
She opened up my head

[Chorus: blxty]
Maybe I'm not the bad guy, but I'm awful
Keep it all inside, put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
Maybe I'm not the bad guy, but I'm awful
Keep it all inside, put my feelings in a bottle
Moving too fast full throttle
Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful
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About “​awful” by blxty

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