[Intro: Bobby Raps]
You gon' feel my wrath tonight
Searching for a reason to be miserable in my life
[Chorus: Bobby Raps]
What's worse, drugs or friends?
Dirty pussy, clean drink
Got a lot on my mind but I don't wanna think
Had to take a little second just to let it sink in
I ain't get enough sleep last night, and I'm cranky
And I let them feelings creep in, yeah, they get sneaky
I ain't start to feel like this until more recently
I'm not going off what you said, I'm going off how you treated me
I know it's not real, but tonight, let's just pretend
[Verse 1: Corbin]
Laying on my chest and I'm feeling sick again
I'm sober, tired, and I need my medicine
Achilles tendon, codependent
Got a lot of lovе for you, don't know your true intentions
Hated my attеntion, and it got expensive
Stared at my reflection, scared of my affection
Mind playing tricks on me, I'm on hallucinogens
Bought a pair of Vetements, think I spent a million yen
Know you wanna take good care of me
Wanna be my therapy
Everybody else is scared of me
See your dark side, I feel the similarities
[Chorus: Bobby Raps]
What's worse, drugs or friends?
Dirty pussy, clean drink
Got a lot on my mind but I don't wanna think
Had to take a little second just to let it sink in
I ain't get enough sleep last night, and I'm cranky
And I let them feelings creep in, yeah, they get sneaky
I ain't start to feel like this until more recently
I'm not going off what you said, I'm going off how you treated me
I know it's not real, but tonight, let's just pretend
[Verse 2: Bobby Raps]
I don't know how it's gon' work out, it's hanging in suspense
I'ma see how I feel about it, it depends
I feel bad 'cause sometimes I say things I never meant
Don't' say again, now I need her like syringe
I can't get it off my chest
I confess, I just felt my heart skip a beat
I can be vulnerable, but that don't make me weak
I take back on my regime, I get high like self esteem
Devil knockin' at the door and I'ma let him in
I know what I did, if you have to, you can blame it all on me
I might start a cult like scientology
I acknowledge it but I ain't making no apologies, no
[Verse 3: Corbin]
I needed a purpose, somebody to worship
Tired of feeling worthless
Thought you'd make it worth it
Pretty on the surface, pulling like the curtain
Your heart was a furnace, burn to a crisp
I see the fear in your eyes
Know what you're going through, baby, I live it
I'm a physician, I write my own prescription
I'm trying not to get overwhelmed by the world that we live in
I don't care what it is as long as it makes me feel different
[Chorus: Bobby Raps]
What's worse, drugs or friends?
Dirty pussy, clean drink
Got a lot on my mind but I don't wanna think
Had to take a little second just to let it sink in
I ain't get enough sleep last night, and I'm cranky
And I let them feelings creep in, yeah, they get sneaky
I ain't start to feel like this until more recently
I'm not going off what you said, I'm going off how you treated me
I know it's not real, but tonight, let's just pretend
[Outro: Bobby Raps]
You gon' feel my wrath tonight
Searching for a reason to be miserable in my life
I can't take it anymore, bye bye
I'm just gon' be who I am
My life, bye bye, my my
Sayonara
See you on the other side
Place where no one could find you
Final destination
Keeps me focused on the journey
Just like you
I can find the reason to be upset but I chose not to
I clung onto somethin' good for once and it felt good
It felt like I deserved it
'Cause I know I'm not perfect
I'm chasin' somethin' that just doesn't exist
Somethin' that just doesn't exist
At least not yet, at least not yet
At least not yet, at least not yet
It's the [?] on in my head
