Verse 1:
Cause I put my mind on the track, I'm working everyday
Every day I think of ..., I'm dreaming in every way
I'm afraid to talk, like the last two times I tried it
I can't even look straight at ..., now I'm hiding
Mind's getting higher and lighter, by the hour
I would, I should, but I don't have the power
I'm pumped up, and now I'm feeling kinda' prouder
Going louder, now I'm feeling hotter than Nevada
I'm sitting in my cubicle, feeling cynical
Processing ideas, now I'm feeling critical
Young kid, my momma told me eat your cereal
I listened, now I feel like Denzel I'm imperial
To be honest, I'm a simple man, simple-minded
Even though I fuck up, I don't need to rewind it
I can see clearly, even though now I'm blinded
You can focus on me totally, and see what I did
Chorus:
When I die, I want Rose by my side
I know, just the 2 of us will understand this line
It's all fine, thinking everything's alright
It's all fine, thinking every day and night
Verse 2:
I hold the score, refer to me as a referee
I am the happy fellow with the bars, I'm the prodigy
Prominent ideas in my head, but you still can't see
Then I gotta' wonder what you have to do with me
I'm not aggressive, I'm a flawless absent fugitive
I'm not a menace, now I'm just coming clean
I'm not an anybody, that's why I don't like being seen
God work's mysterious, don't ask me where I've been
I'm a typical hit, implying bullshit, writing poetry
I'm a thinker mentally, while that's still not a felony
I'm doing this by myself, I got my recipe
I was told I am hoping for nothing, but they gonna' see
I'm day-dreaming, sitting kinda' flat on a blank surface
Sometimes I wonder If I ever had a purpose
To finish some of my duties, under all this pressure
Think about the future, not the past, so let's just
Chorus:
When I die, I want Rose by my side
I know, just the 2 of us will understand this line
It's all fine, thinking everything's alright
It's all fine, thinking every day and night
Bridge:
My inner patience is heavier than a box of scissors
Gotta' work this crisis out, this poison that I'm given
Had to travel the distance, now I'm fucking tripping
Even though I listened, now my rose is splitting
Now my rose is splitting
I'm tripping
Poison that I'm given
Box of scissors
Verse 3:
I see you swinging with your new alliance, so I gotta' bounce
I'm living through the strugglin', that's why I'm living tight
Enlighten me please, I don't wanna live in the dark
I'm sitting in the daylight, but I'm still not living right
When I started rapping, It's like I won the lottery
One in a million billion chances, numbers I can't see
I know I told you once, but I'm not an Antichrist
See for yourself, take a peek into my private life
I'm slowly drifting to reality, now I'm thinking properly
Gotta' take a moment to foresee the future, pardon me
Gotta' take a moment to hand over my memories
What it do baby girl, is it him? Gotta' be
If I had a twin, he would kill himself, I'm being real
Now I'm steering into another direction, it's all clear
I have anxiety mixed with stress, all of them fears
Cause I didn't have the chance to get to know myself for 16 years
Chrous:
When I die, I want Rose by my side
I know, just the 2 of us will understand this line
It's all fine, thinking everything's alright
It's all fine, thinking every day and night
