Moment of truth?
“Jupiter!”
(First Verse)
Sometimes I feel like I’m spiteful
Sometimes my motivation for making music is making something my ex would listen to but won’t/
But her friends will/
If they’re friends still..I don’t know/
I ain’t keeping tabs, I ain’t mad, I ain’t even sad/
Everything that was supposed to happen is what had/
I’m just grateful for the fact she made a nigga “Dad”/
And every other week I get to hear my kids laugh/
At the pad plotting on all my ambitions/
White board visions. Climb for a living/
Set a goal, hit a goal, another one is written/
Can’t a man alive get in the way of the mission
I told you
Internal Revenue, it’s been like 3 years now/
Get a LOT of inquiry about the music. “Where it’s at?”/
I done grown, the music done grown/
I pray if you building something you don’t do it alone/
‘Cause I ain’t have to/
On that not the music sick as hell/ (Achoo)
And timeless so it don’t matter when I throw it at you/
But it’s on the way I’ll remind you/
I aligns too. I think if I do it right it’ll find you/
Prepping for my blessings ‘cause the lessons at the bottom/
Will prepare me for the extras at the top. I can spot em/
I’m just waiting on the day they say I hit the lotto, like I ain’t been solo waddling through every grotto/
Like it ain’t been 7 year since I hit the bottle. Self discipline for long term self respect. Got em./
Only hear my Holy Mother, all the other voices drowning/
Represented through my moves. You can tell they be Godly/
Black chick say “It’s lit!”, white girl say “Golly!”/
Hindu homegirl introduced a nigga to Kali/
Stay With gratitude, whether peaks or a valley/
‘Cause I’m one move away from being sleep in a alley/
Hold up
Let it breath
Jup on the beat. Make you put the truth on ya teeth
(Second Verse)
Why this dumbass co-star app calling me “moonchild”?/
Why my feelings got me on here rapping like Loon now?/
Someone tell Lamaria I’m feeling in tune now/
Like a brand new man. You say you looking for who now?/
Sippin’ tea finna read, looking for the missing key/
Solitude. Not another energy, It’s just me/
‘Twas a time in the world where this scene couldn’t be/
But the universe had other plans. Story of my life/
Nowadays you really starting to bore me with the hype/
‘Cause the hype it dies down but the glory is for LIFE/
Last week I seen my Auntie Gloria like twice/
Hope I live to be as old and with half of the grace/
‘Cause life funny, it’ll laugh in your face/
I had to learn to laugh with it was to have me some faith/
The cards we was dealt, we ain’t have us a ace/
But since we was deserted we gon have us some cake/
And when I get frazzled I’ll be back to the lake/
My mind as beautiful as all this black on my face/
My grind is dutiful. I don’t want you to lose/
So if I shoot a move I want you to do it too. This that on a plate/
I’m off the E way, there’s a guy on the corner/
Sign on the corner, lying on the corner/
I’m to the penthouse but my grind from the corner/
How you worried bout the future with your mind on the former?/
Tryna help my young dawg but he emo/
With no resolution. Tryna show him we can be more/
I can’t change him like they couldn’t change me though/
It’s better days through the pain, I’m just praying that he see those/
Came a LONG way from a slurpee and some Cheetos/
Got a way to go for us to be worry free though/
All my pesos, I’ll leave em to my niños/
I don’t come from wealth so I guess it start with me though/
My Sweet Mami said she wrote a song about me/
Say I’m full of light, I hope she isn’t wrong about me/
Our interactions left me so contemplative/
Thanks for all your love and how you’ve given it/
I think she said something similar/
Y’all know me, I just had told her not to mention it/
And soon as she had came, she was gone/
But it’s love. She gave a nigga the name for this song./
Vignettes