[Verse 1]
Take a trip with me
Been on road so long the fuel is deceased
Heavy loads on the blades, reduced to a piece
Fraction of potential, armed to appease
My conscious indefinitely
Been alone so much, I'm hardly relieved
Of my excuses not to release
Example and staple, I'm on the knees
I'ma dive into details
Looking in the mirror 'til I leave jail
Self contained pit of which I fell
Running out of time to wreak hеll
I'm young but that's how I feel when I write this
Beforе I'm hung by the neck I'ma fight this
Until I've sung all the work in my ethic
Left with killing off the feelings like this
[Chorus]
Guilt trip
I'm so tired of hiding why can't I kill my pride I'm full of shit
Self loathing I'm exposing how I live with weakness
Comfort zone's a silk whip
Soft and glossy bondage
Drifting into darkness, ah
[Verse 2]
Have you ever burned your degree, dissed family, murdered a beat
Is it ever enough to seek up a real love, conquer defeat
I've never moved past the childhood trauma and earned my own keep
But now I'm exhausted, endorphins don't hit with no fee
Drugged up on a wasted time
Beat my own mind up, watch it bleed
Ink's thicker than blood of thieves
Stolen iron, swallowed key
Please take your own advise
Lead your nightmare vices and strongest demons
Into the kiln extinguishing the
[Chorus]
Guilt trip
I'm so tired of hiding why can't I kill my pride I'm full of shit
Self loathing I'm exposing how I live with weakness
Comfort zone's a silk whip
Soft and glossy bondage
Drifting into darkness, ah
[Verse 3]
My brothers look at me like i'm that dope
That was fabled to take on the weight of the world
But there's no narcos in this mind
Draught isn't due to be cleansed by the mighty Burcerke
Not until I man up, face my sentence and take my words to the judge
I confess to taking bribes from comfort
And getting my slack reimbursed
Empires surrounded by scaffolding, blueprints drawn up
But yet to be erected, labour costs underestimated, who builds for ya?
Procrastinative behaviour, caught in a loop need a new world order
Provoking the tempted authority through a verse
Sent through a conscious pager
Forget the odds, I'ma throw in a wager
Take a loss, and jot it down in your pages
Will he make it to stages?
I'm on the path to die nameless cause Samuel's not fit to be famous
I mean will I ever put enough work in
And outsmart the anxieties dominating my day to day
Mindsets to achieve the thrill of not hurting
Am I worthy?
To be free of the lens that has trapped me
To sit myself in the front seat of the taxi
And change the direction of my axis
That's it
No choice facing the kid
Time is under the essence of his
Enough is enough i've wasted years, shed the tears, suffered fears
Surrenderer to the fucking
[Chorus]
Guilt trip
I'm so tired of hiding why can't I kill my pride I'm full of shit
Self loathing I'm exposing how I live with weakness
Comfort zone's a silk whip
Soft and glossy bondage
Drifting into darkness, ah
[Outro]
If i told you my greatest fear
Was involving ideas of disappearing
Into the distant insignificant
Would you resist the temptation of witnessing evocation
Or stay within your own lane and promise me constant refrain
Or go against me
If i told you my greatest fear
Was involving ideas of disappearing
Into the distant insignificant
Would you resist the temptation of witnessing evocation
Or stay within your own lane and promise me constant refrain
Or go against me
