Author; Burly, Testa & Propane
Mixed & Mastered by; Papa
Produced by; Burly
VERSE 1 (Burly)
Listen
See now i could leave my home keys
In the hands of one of my buddy
Though
But that could only be done when the whole house have been emptied bro
Or have been sold
Suckers give you a peck and then they have you sold
So tell me what the shit on earth are you asking for?
Get your hands off me
Look i ain't taking no shit
The last time i took a shit
I ended up feeding on pain that seemed so cureless, unbearable
Suckers think that i'm spitting some parable
If you'd take a closer look
You'd see that
I ain't talking
I ain't rapping
I ain't dropping no shit
I'm just living dude
This's the way i live this is my attitude
And if you ain't cool with it, oh suckers you can act a fool
No accommodation for friends, c'mon pack and move
I'm ruthless
Got em haters frowning like em toothless
Now i'm up here standing at the door, staring like who there?
I walk around with a silver pen in my palm
Cause i don't even trust those who say they've got my back
It's so tragic!
CHORUS (Propane)
Pistantrophobia! Pistantrophobia! Pistantrophobia!
I ain't gotta say nothing, i just watch you falloff to my fucking feet
VERSE 2 (Burly)
Check this!
Everybody looking so cold now
Listen, nobody gives a damn about nothing
Everybody now looking so cold now, so cold now
Screw everybody here!
When they get you
You just wait until they get you
Then you'll have a clearer picture of my point of view
It's so true
Everybody looking cold
Pistantrophobia!
Beat this!
Little hommie be like let me fix it
I feel the
Fury that is running through your veins
Oh i can fix it
Sucker, pretending to be real
Not till i let him in
That i realize that he was just as fake
As a text from my ex-babe
Telling me she loves me
Look at me, do i look like i gotta goatee
Oh jeez
I just saw my bestie chilling with my enemy
That's why i trust my middle finger cause it's sincere when it says
Fuck you!
CHORUS (Propane)
VERSE 3 (Testa)
Sittin here, I think I'm losing my mind
Can't even come up with a simple freakin rhyme
One point I'd write line for line
Life's moving too fast I'm running out of time, gotta grow up and earn whats mine
I keep my circle small and I think that's fine, don't even know why I keep trying
Feelin like a different person every couple months
Sometimes there's days when I just wanna bust
Other's when my flow is straight full of rust
Can't think of anything just stuck in a rut, putting stuff in words can get real tough
I've had some writer's block causing me to stop
Waiting on myself for a single to drop, no one really knows me my life is so rough every day I force a smile to just seem like I'm tough
These thoughts in my head need to leave and get out
Trapped inside making me want to shout, maybe that's what these songs are about
Never thought I'd go down an emotional route
When things go wrong, most people pout
I've been through a lot within my eyes there's a drought..
Most of my life, I've forced my tears, I've never felt emotion like the rest of my peers
I look in the mirror, and wonder if I'm here
Is this really me, it's so unreal
I can't explain these things that I feel, but when I look close
They're so surreal, all my life I've concealed these things
Hid the strain on my brain that all of it brings I'm unhappy with this when my soul is drained I claim what I'm sayin trapped by a ball and chain
I'm losing my mind as I write these rhymes
Trying to find out who I am inside, just living this life as the time goes by
There's something wrong deep inside my mind
Get me a doctor give me a dosage
Sorry just ignore my psychosis
, Gotta keep focused, why try when you know you're far from the closest
My mood likes to change from high to low, it kills me inside because I don't even know
And it saddens me to of lost my bros, now I'm stuck in a loop chasin hoes
With my strength I know I can grow
This is your life and you've gotta choose
Pick yourself up and just do you
So do what you gotta do to just get through
