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​diary entry no. 189235 Lyrics by CADENXA

​the serial killer’s handbook

2022

[Verse 1]
How many selves can you kill before you write a eulogy?
Is there somebody that is me, or is this just another scene?
How many graves can I dig before I've even decayed?
How many fancy ways to say “I feel this isn't my place”?
[Chorus]
And I don't mean where I sit
I mean somewhere in my skin
The flesh and blood they put me in ‒
Well did I ask to be put in
This stupid smudge in the mirror, gazing back?
Each time I pass, I ask her, “Do I know her, do I know her?”
[Verse 2]
And if evеrybody feels the same
Maybe this feeling's hеre to stay
Maybe we're just built this way, or maybe I'm just insane
I'll splice apart my DNA, cut myself out of my own histories
I'll be nothing but a bad dream
You won't even know you saw me-
[Chorus]
You see me, you see like I can't see me
Someone else in this body, living my life
So I take my sharpest knife and cut her up
Like every other girl who has my face, and has my name and knows my ways
Wake up the next day, rinse and repeat ‒
I'm nobody, I'm nobody, and this nobody is me
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CADENXA

CADENXA

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