[Chorus]
All this time I thought I wanted what I’m missing
But now I’m missing what I had and there’s no getting it back
And I’m wasting no more time, I said I’m finished
‘Cause the time that flew on by there’s just no getting it back
I remember Christmas having fun, we had the fam intact
But then something done happened
Reminiscing, now it’s in the past
Yeah I’d be lying if I told you that wasn’t my fault
‘Cause everything I took for granted I done lost it all
[Verse 1]
But I didn’t ask for this, my whole life just crashed on me
Friends who said they’d ride for me
Just switched and said “bye bye” to me
Then I just copped a bag and now the bros they’re crawling back to me
Now everybody callin’ and they tell me that they proud of me
No I can’t trust nobody, I feel like everybody cap to me
‘Cause everybody around me is acting sus I think they’re after me
The brodie hit me up and said the system is gonna take his life
Cops and racists spilling blood, are we gon make it right?
I heard my homie overdose, I don’t want to lose him too
‘Cause I can’t bear to see the post that he was gone too soon
I lost it all before my mind came to
And they want me to fall so I blocked off my rearview
They try to taint my name, they want to point out my flaws
But I won’t play their game, I keep on runnin’ through walls
But I can’t take this pain, If I keep on runnin’ through walls
I just won’t be the same
[Chorus]
All this time I thought I wanted what I’m missing
But now I’m missing what I had and there’s no getting it back
And I’m wasting no more time, I said I’m finished
‘Cause the time that flew on by there’s just no getting it back
I remember Christmas having fun, we had the fam intact
But then something done happened
Reminiscing, now it’s in the past
Yeah I’d be lying if I told you that wasn’t my fault
‘Cause everything I took for granted I done lost it all
[Verse 2]
Shawty hit me up, she said she’s messing with my dawg
Dude be flexin’ on the gram
With fake gold chains and Louis Vuitton
I said tell me why you’re leaving?
Why are messing around with that bum?
She said “Boy you ain’t signed to no label but you steady making all them songs”
All these girls they say they love you
But they just love where you are
And if they see you start to stumble then they hop right in their car
And we got loved ones out here dying from corona
Now they’re gone
But people out here steady hating, they say I’ll never make it far
They tell me “Cambii you’ve gotta change your view”
‘Cause you ain’t never gon make no money
Tryna chase the fame or views
They tryna tell me that the only way to make a name is to be a clone
But I said I ain’t gon be nobody except myself, I’m on my own
Yeah I’ma make it out on top, yeah I done been through a lot
All the people I left behind, I hope they know I pray for them lots
Remember life when I was a kid, ain’t no drama or pain existed
But now that B.S. is all around me I can write that on my list
[Chorus]
All this time I thought I wanted what I’m missing
But now I’m missing what I had and there’s no getting it back
And I’m wasting no more time, I said I’m finished
‘Cause the time that flew on by there’s just no getting it back
I remember Christmas having fun, we had the fam intact
But then something done happened
Reminiscing, now it’s in the past
Yeah I’d be lying if I told you that wasn’t my fault
‘Cause everything I took for granted I done lost it all
