Ain't nobody really know me
I just turned 24 call me Kobe, miss you
I even hide from the homies
And I'm thinkin' I just need someone to hold me right now
I don't got a lot of friends, but I got a lot of fans
Well I guess it ain't a lot, but I just like to pretend
And I want it all to end, even though I just began
If I told them how I really feel would they all understand?
Or would they unstan, or would they stand by me
Never say goodbye to me, I hate when they say hi to me
But not because of them just because of my anxiety
I wish that I could show people the stupid shit inside of me
Cause I'm always feelin' scared
There's a circus in my brain and I don't think that it's a fair
Every time I open up my heart I fear it's gonna tear
And I'll be left all alone again, my eyes filled up with tears
But I'm never gonna back down
Take a look at all my demons then I smack down, go away
Don't worry we gon' be ok
1, 2, 3, it'll be ok
Imma find a different path now
And I know that I can never go back now, no way
Don't worry we gon' be ok
1, 2, 3, it'll be ok
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself, yea
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
Think about my life, and I think I hate it
But it's so frustrating cause I'm the one who made it
So I don't feel like I deserve to be complaining
Even if the life I chose isn't my favorite
I think of all the people who say they look up to me
I wonder would they say that if they kept my company
Cause all these people they don't really know the real me
I think my music is the only way they feel me
So am I happy or not, and would it change if I stopped
And threw away what I got, this life is not what I thought
It's just this stupid anxiety
Even though you're all kind to me
But I think that I'm finding me, after years of just hiding me
I don't wanna wake up sad anymore
I wanna wake up and not know where I'm going
So I'm sorry everybody I just think I need a home
And for a little while that home is alone
But I'm never gonna back down
Take a look at all my demons then I smack down, go away
Don't worry we gon' be ok
1, 2, 3, it'll be ok
Imma find a different path now
And I know that I can never go back now, no way
Don't worry we gon' be ok
1, 2, 3, it'll be ok
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself, yea
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
Sometimes I... wanna die
Sometimes I... wanna cry
Sometimes I... wanna run away
Sometimes I... wish that I could stay
I like girls, and sometimes boys
I like the quiet, but I also like noise
I fall in love, and then I fall out
Then I look above because I really like clouds
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn... yea
But I'm never gonna back down
Take a look at all my demons then I smack down, go away
Don't worry we gon' be ok
1, 2, 3, it'll be ok
Imma find a different path now
And I know that I can never go back now, no way
Don't worry we gon' be ok
1, 2, 3, it'll be ok
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself, yea
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
And I know that you love me
But right now I just need to learn to love myself
(Peace!)
