[Verse 1]
Searchin for lost hope, don't know where it goes
I’ve been on my grind, don't know where to go
I'm feeling so lost, I’m playing hide and seek
With my own thoughts, like I'm psychic, not wrong
Not fooling them, they're fooling themselves
They think everything that they say is so right
But they blind on their ears. Wait that's deaf, there we go
That's a brain fart in my head, how do we roll?
How do we expand?
How do we stay friends?
How do we go through the stuff all over again?
I wonder how life would be if I was dead
Would my friends be the same?
Will I even make a change?
I remember 6 years ago, always loved the candy lady
Now she moved out, now I'm stuck in the same place
Where my mama raised me, since the first day
Yeah I'll love her until I lay in my casket
Searchin for hope, like easter egg baskets
I will find it one day if I'm in last place
I remember years ago, yeah I was at Ralphs
Just looking for gummies did not know about the clouds
Plummer Park, where my Grandma always used to take me
Places that I stayed until the sun came down
West Hollywood, weekends, that I stayed
That’s where she lived, so I made a Lil promise
That I won’t do drugs
That I'll never ever mess with the losers
That I won’t spend my money on some stupid stuff
That I'll always have to use my Lil ruler
Yeah they told me I was bad, but I kept on going
And I'm seeing their comments, but I'm really careless
But I-I-I
But I-I-I
Shoutout those who been rocking with me since I was bad
Shoutout to my ex’s, cause I'm still according to plan
Shoutout to my haters, cause they still haven't stopped me
Still, haven't dropped me
Still, couldn't drop me
I remember I was young listening to Michael
Smooth criminal playing on the little vinyl
I Used to beat it, til the sundown, I was little
Now he's the reason that the singers keep on going viral
I remember the days, I used to rock shades
I used to scream loud when I was like 8
And my neighborhood friend told me one thing
To never trust your instincts
Never run away
Never chase girls, and never chase those
I'll never ever worry about another thing
Except anything that happens to my mama
And my dad, and my bros, and my sis, and the hugs
I'm in the studio, I'm talking all meaningful
I'm still a Lil student, so I gotta keep it natural
It's factual, she wanna make me read a book for once
Like cats and dogs
It's raining so magical
I spent a hundred dollars on a RipNDip coat
But I still won't spend one dollar on the Metro
That's the way that the teens, like to spend all their dough
Never listen to the folks, with the lame Lil jokes
But really they wise
They don't waste my time
The jewelry and the ice is not on my mind
I like to rap about it, Cause it's really fun to lie lie
But that's the way that rappers like to fry, fry, fry, fry, fry
Startin' beef, no El Pollo Loco
If you ask me to ride, that's a no-no
If you want to Facetime, keep it on the low low
Let nobody know though
Cause I'm riding solo
[Chorus]
I remember
All the times when we talked, now we don't, is it a bad time?
When we used to facetime
Now we don't even talk, is it a bad time?
I remember
The little candy lady, She was so sweet
But she spoke español
¿Que Hora Es?
The time is time to go
Son Las Once Once
I remember
Yeah Yeah I remember
Is it a bad time
The time is too bad
I'm really feeling bad
So answer my call
I remember
[Outro]
Yeah
Is it a bad time
Is it a bad time
The time is too bad
The time is way too bad
I remember
Duh, Duh, Duh
Duh Duh
And you know, that's why I prefer loyalty over the love
