[Verse 1]
This goes out to the people who feel discouraged/
Whatever I say here I cannot say I encourage/
But it comes straight from the heart, straight from the dome/
As a finn I gotta say rock the microphone/
And oh boy I've rocked the microphone/
Sorry I can't see straight, too much stuff going on at this rate/
Been pouring my heart out, bout to be a trait/
So if I say it here I'mma keep everything straight/
It all first starts with cash/
Everything always starts with cash/
After that the booze hits, after that you can do the math/
Then you get deep and emotional/
It's like you ain't sober, dunno if it's intentional/
You wanna say what you've been holding inside, it's multidimensional/
And it all at that moment just feels conventional/
So you say everything about it/
People think you're a weirdo but you can't manage without it/
You know you're a shallow soul/
Just someone who's trying to seem whole/
You never try to fit in to no role/
Fitting to standards is not my agenda/
I do what the fuck I want like bethesda/
I've always been like that/
Ever since I was really fat/
So I spit what I spit under the influence/
I wouldn't care if you told me I'm a nuisance/
I can just always feel my grip getting loosened/
After that I'll always feel ruined/
So I start developing feelings/
Feelings so high they touch the ceiling/
At that moment sending a message is the healing/
As I tell her I'm just kneeling/
Everytime I see that bottle of salmiakki/
I'm always reminded where you coulda found me/
Go ahead and say you doubt me/
I did too at first 'til I saw this for real/
Money, alcohol, women/
That's a hell of a combination/
You always feel like a chance ain't never given/
So that'll fuck with your concentration/
And when concentration is all you have/
You feel like you've taken a step back on this path/
But really I've taken a step forth/
Trust me, MAW is turning into a sport/
[Hook]
It starts with cash/
Continues with laughs/
Progresses to deep shit when half/
Then you develop those feelings/
Then you mask what you say with a greeting/
'Cause you know how you want to be treated/
MAW, I'm on this path/
[Verse 2]
You know it's all wrong/
But you do it anyway 'cause the feeling's strong/
I mean I ain't had nothing for nobody before/
Drunken me just feels like it wants to explore/
Yeah and I can't stop when I'm halfway/
Sometimes you just gotta go all the way/
Yeah, I tell everybody let's go all the way/
To a place where those mothafucking feelings weigh/
It's been a week now, been saying hey everyday/
I think I'm in it now, and I don't mean like the cliche/
I swear I just can't control myself at all/
Been sending stuff and this stuff doesn't feel small/
Yeezy, yeezy, he explained it well/
When you down a drink and start to dwell/
You'll wake up in the morning, hoping it won't last like hell/
But then it lasts and you're just like oh well/
Everlasting, can't fuck when I'm writing, this is my passion/
Everlasting and not just looking for action/
I remember that night/
It really did feel like everything was right/
Yeah, was popping bottles/
Jesus on the wheel and he was going in full throttle/
That wasn't my real myself but I ain't one to use that as an excuse/
It's your own problem if you decide to misuse/
[Hook]
It starts with cash/
Continues with laughs/
Progresses to deep shit when half/
Then you develop those feelings/
Then you mask what you say with a greeting/
'Cause you know how you want to be treated/
MAW, I'm on this path/
[Bridge]
And I just can't believe the actions I've done/
I used to be one on one with myself, one on one/
I'm that person I was so fearful of/
I'm that person, ain't no new version/
I let it happen, this conversion/
And right now I'm undetermined/
Oh but I can feel it, I guess it's destined/
Yeah man, this for real is afterhours simping/
I didn't have this going on back then, right now it's fitting/
Look at me, this is the real me spitting/
Sounds dope boi and I ain't quitting/
Look at me changing and pacing/
Yeah and we all need someone to lean on/
Me more than most right now/
Shouldn't tell you shit but I tell 'cause the feeling's strong/
At the end I'mma leave everybody saying wow/
[Outro]
You just sent me an awesome selfie/
C'mon, you look gorgeous, you don't need me to point out the obvious/
You don't need me, but I quite enjoy being me/
Especially with the mind shit, what I think I can see/
Oh man, I'm tripping, you prolly meant nothing by it/
But I oh so wish you meant something by it/
With this I'm playing with fire, but I can't deny shit/
Let's just say I appreciate everything a little too much, it's way too lit/
Seriously you're my friend but MAW got me twisted/
Don't tell me those actions were assisted/
'Cause oh girl I'm committed/
'Cause oh man I'm already submitted/
MAW got me twisted/
Words get so vicious/
Tell me do I sound suspicious/
I love you and it's already christmas/
