(Intro)
Yeah
I’ve been wanting to say these things for a long time
(Verse 1)
Here’s my shoes, so you can feel my mind
Just slow your pace, there’s much thoughts to find
Just Find a couple thoughts lay back unwind
Just Close ya eyes, and let it all all rewind
I need a few moments of your valued time
And please stay patient like you waiting in a line
I gotta be perfect like my virgo sign
Yet I’m always the last to be organized
Lemme paint the picture so y’all can visualize
On how I see things from my point of side
To say how do I feel right now
How do i feel
Yеah
(Verse 2)
Let’s start with thе ones, who claim they there when they not
I’ll always have your back from those tough ol spots
Always stay claiming, but never any action
Those be the first ones that gone need subtraction
They’ll get recycled like an ig caption
Now if I name drop, then I’m the bad person
Cause they’ll get defensive, “I’m so perfect, I been busy, never knew you was hurting”
We only speak when you feeling kinda uncertain
You going through something, but its not working
But when it’s all good you behind all the curtains
But still blame me like I’m the bad fucking person
Now im the bad one for speaking my thoughts
I know y’all don’t hit me to sit around talk
Could careless what I’m doing or what’s in my spot
Just wanna hear news, so u can gossip on the block
“Rashad makes music, Ye he’s doing that”
But don’t say a word when my head not intact
But you too busy, you dont care for that
I guess you to busy to ever hit the boy back
But if I don’t reply then im this and im that
“Your never there for me rashad is so wack “
And please don’t deny, cause you know it’s all facts
You know it’s all facts
I told em it’s all facts
(Bridge)
You know
All I ask in any kind of relationship is for those same feelings and that same energy to be reciprocated, but, I guess I’ve been too nice lately, way too nice
Cause that’s how it feels right now
(Verse 3)
Anyways now, it is what it is
Everyone one grown up, some having kids
Some moving out, and some doing bids
That’s life for you, it is what it is
I’ve found my purpose, and music what it is
Now here comes all the outside forces chiming in
“Cmon, what the fuck you doing my guy
U think that same old dream can really take you to the sky?
You just a next nigga from the city thinkings he’s the guy
You drop song after song, nobody bats an eye
You better off in school, with some homework you can try
I promise you rashad, you know I wouldn’t lie
I want the best for you, I wanna see you shine
Please can you get this music shit off of your mind
Don’t take a leap of faith, you ain’t got no other plan
Okay enough ranting, can we talk about my man”
(Bridge 2)
Man these shorties are fucking crazy, you know they look at me crazy when I wanna pursue something that I’m good at, You know a lot of these girls are not your friends understand that
Yea
(Verse 4)
Well if any of these lines really hit your heart
Then news flash I guess you played your part
And I almost forgot how you niggas moving
Thought shit was all sweet like California cruising
Y’all swear it’s all love but the jealousy oozing
It’s not about the comments, or likes on the gram
Is it that hard to be honest like a man
We come from the same place, like what don’t you understand
You don’t gotta like my talent, or just give a damn
I just want everyone to be getting bands
But not these niggas, they just mad cause you the man
And They gone love you when ur broke, but god for bid I got plan..
Jealous ass niggas man lemme tell you
Jealous ass niggas
But
I just want the best for y’all boys for real
(Verse 5)
2024 everything been looking different
It’s gone be the first year where everyday I’m winning
It’s already started dream’s that I’ve been wishing
Old ones from the past, even they been missing
Finding new ways to hit me up so I can listen
Backtracking every word, a new kind of switching
And even though I’ve moved on with my life
Forgiven all of y’all tryna make shit right
But I can’t forget what y’all said that night…
Cause I can’t forget at all
I can’t forget
(Outro)
Seems like all the honest and key conversations happen at night time
And Hopefully if the shoe fit whoever listened to this, don’t be too mad
Hahaha
