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Self Destruct Lyrics by Carlos the Rapper

Before I Met You

2020

[Verse 1]
To hold you so close in my arms one more time I would walk to the edge of the world and then back
And there ain't no edge to this world but you know what I mean, I would give everything that I have
I made mistake and mistake and mistake and since then its been harder for me to relax
I’m sorry I know you already know that
Honestly I wanna go back
I’m finding it hard to reset and assess all this mess that I’ve made of my life
I guess I’m upset and its joint with the stress to compress everything in my mind
Barely sleeping at night
Cos you creep in my dreams
And I wake up alone, it ain't right
We go together like pieces of puzzles
Can’t piece it, I’m puzzled
Ain’t none of this fine
All of this was a mistake that I made
I was too drunk, yeah I got in a rage
Barely recall anything from the night
Wake up and find that its ruined my day
I know you’re mad I don’t blame you at all
I’m on your side I dont think thats okay
I wish that I knew the right words
Wish I could read all the thoughts in your head
Say you’re like Ross, you like the dinosaurs
Guess that I’m just a T-Rex
But I’m so clumsy I’m fumbling words and ain't watching my step
Causing a mess
And I ruin the world thats in front of my path
And I dream that the two of us having a laugh
And I wake up upset cos thats rarely the case
And I miss you so much that its hurting me bad
Yeah its hurting me bad
Tell all your friends that I’m sorry my first impression, no it wasn’t so great
I’m a disgrace
I could be better though - give me a chance
I didn’t know the foundation would break
Give me a list of some things I could do to show you that I mean it ‘fore resting your case
I would do anything
I would give anything
Here is my heart, and my soul and my brain
[Verse 2]
I miss the smell of your head you would leave on my pillow I’d grab it and hold it so tight
I’ve met a million different people but none of them compare to you in my life
I’d start a fan page about you and tell the whole world you’re the best thing I’ve seen with my eyes
Pretty as anything, anyone anywhere, beauty before you just wasn’t defined (Yeah)
I would give my life for just a minute of your kisses cos I miss it, I don’t give a fuck, just listen to my pain
I described my perfect person to a higher being painting portraits of an angel and he shown me your face
I don’t care if I sound corny, yeah you gave me all the warnings, but I wake up every morning just missing you wait
Fuck it let em judge me, cos you’re lovely, oh give me one chance to make everything great
Everything fine
Let me tell you now
What’s all on my mind
Someone like you
Pretty difficult to find
Only tell the truth
Yeah I never told a lie
And I told all my friends all about you how great that you are and they know that its true
To go and tell them that I ruined it all and the fact its my fault makes me feel like a fool (Yeah)
So, if you was me
And I was you
What would you say to me?
I see your face in fairytales
Like it was make believe
Do you believe in leagues
And if so are you outta mine?
I know I cross it kinda often
Sorry, I get outta line
Neutralise acidic thoughts, you keep me balanced, alkaline
Apologise a thousand times
I know you sick of hearing it
But you was all I ever wanted
Now I’m fearing it
Cos the way I feel about you so delirious
Hope this ain't the end but I feel like we nearing it
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Carlos the Rapper

Carlos the Rapper

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