BRIDGE
Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear
At some times I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere
Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear
At some times I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere
1st verse
Bitch don’t hit my phone
I’m in my zone no I don’t need no help
Please leave me alone
I’m in that mode
I don’t even need myself
I know I seem so well but we in hell
So I stay in my shell
It’s crazy how we live life daily but don’t go nowhere
Oh well
I guess this is the way I’m ‘pposed to be
Walkin through the crowd
Head down
Hoping that nobody notice me
I approach the beat so soulfully and openly
The way I ride these strings is how a sofa be
And know I play no games shoutout to moseby
And no, I can’t let nobody else close to me
Hopefully one day I’ll free these chains cause they are choking me
The demons they are poking making jokes but they can’t fold a G
I ironed out the bullshit in my life and I ain’t leave no crease
I smoke one but I roll three
I tried to off the old me
But now I’m staying hidden with the leaf like I’m shinobi
I try to keep my head up but the light is dimming slowly
If you claim you love me then you better listen closely
CHORUS
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
2nd Verse
Boy I’m trapped inside my mental, I mean my temple
I had to go grab the pencil ‘stead of the pistols for my issues
I promise I ain’t no bitch
I’m just seeing the bigger picture
I had to make a switch before the demons slowly entered
Finally, I’m revealin I
I feel like my soul been hidden
I’ve written forbidden scriptures to defeat all of my enemies dismiss em
This my life and imma live it how I want to
You ain’t check on me to see what I was going through
I see the finish line and I’m gone sprint to it like R2
I’m hard to understand or comprehend so I can’t fault you
If we made a plan 9 out of 10 its gonna fall through
It’s not that I don’t like you its just my bed is where I toggle
Between this reality
And different dreams
This life not like what it seems
On movie screens
And I don’t want to feel
This way
No more
CHORUS
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I don’t want to feel, this pain, no more
I just want to spread, my wings, and soar
I don’t want to feel, this way, no more
I just want to live
OUTRO
This way
I don’t want to feel
This pain
I don’t want to feel
This way
I don’t want to feel
Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here
(This way
No more)
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
(I don’t want to feel)
I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear
(This way
No more)
At sometimes I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere
Late at night I’m thinking bout the things that got me here
(I don’t want to feel
This way)
Time been creeping on me slowly all the evil things appear
(No more)
I been trynna keep my focus but it’s hard to keep it clear
(I don’t want to feel, this way, no more)
At sometimes I’m feeling hopeless but I know I’ll persevere
(I just want to live)
