[Intro]
Yo... listen up.... you gotta believe... believe in yourself
[Verse 1]
I just can't take a deep breath, as I fear death
I need some help to get back up and strong
I'm doubting myself a lot more now, so maybe I'll explain it in this song
I've been down lately, needin' help with my life
I get called names a lot, my homies back me up a lot but I just need to be strong myself
Fight and never back out, never back down and just shout
Scare the bullies, that's how I'll do it
At school when I got stones thrown at me, I would be a pussy
My father has told me to fight back, never let them get to me
I never listened, I wish I had but no matter how long I've rapped
I've looked into the sky, see a fallin' star
Wishin' that could be me, fallin' to my death and leavin' this world
Suicidal thoughts about overdosing with pots
I'm just not even in the right mind state
I'll not even get any lover at this fuckin' rate
In life I should stay true to me, never let anyone bully me
Down to the fuckin' day I die and my soul leavin' my body
[Hook]
No matter, never let anyone hurt ya
Never back down, let yourself believe
There's no need right now for your soul to leave
There's many ways to believe, just close your eyes and believe
[Verse 2]
I had worries in my chest, never lettin' it out wasn't the best
I must admit, in life I've confess that I almost stabbed myself in the chest due to depress
Sayin' there's no mess, if I do it this way
I'm goin' through depression and a lost of a granny
I just wish it was me on that deathbed, at 8 I lost a mummy so I had to stay strong
I had a lovin' father to love me, look after me and I gotta say he did a pretty good job of it
Dressin' me for school, buying me food, stayin' strong with the loss of my mum
I thank god that I live in a lovin' family, got lovin' friends
No need to be angry at times, I get angry like I need to cool down
I've fell onto the ground before, it was in the school corridor
Strugglin' to live, to love life, because life get's at me
Fuck it, sometimes I need to stand strong with no regrets
Fuck those who fuck with me, thinkin' you gonna fuck me up
I decided to make life the best for me, punching walls almost every fuckin' day
I love my family, my friends and I am thankful, grateful for it
[Hook]
No matter, never let anyone hurt ya
Never back down, let yourself believe
There's no need right now for your soul to leave
There's many ways to believe, just close your eyes and believe
[Verse Three]
I hate how people walk about without signs of bein' down
I just wish I was them, I miss the days I smile and have a cheerful spirit
Now, I just want a knife through my heart, it's just a life of shit
As I walk in a store, buy Red Bull and drink it fast til I fall
The days bein' dark, crawling over me
It's like Satan is watching me, wanting to take me to him
I just cry at night til my eyes go slim
I just need to walk a lot, exercise is what I lack at times
I cough bad, like I'm a smoker
I was a smoker, stopped it because it hurt my soul
Here I am with a knife, ready to go
Wantin' to stab myself with it, sayin' my life is shit but it's not always like that
I got a lovin' family, my friends love me so I am cared about but I still feel loneliness
Needin' to get shit out my chest, I just don't know what is if I end up encountering my grave
Maybe I might be in Hell... not Heaven where the people are mostly lovin'
What if Hell is forever torment and I get eternal pain
Pain forever to the point I go insane
I know I must cheer up, so I gotta believe
[Hook]
No matter, never let anyone hurt ya
Never back down, let yourself believe
There's no need right now for your soul to leave
There's many ways to believe, just close your eyes and believe
[Outro]
I gotta believe, in this life, in this world
There's many things to believe in, and one of them is myself
I gotta believe, I just gotta believe.... in myself
