[Verse 1]
Growin' up in Glasgow
Had problems but couldn't even fix them yo
I have went thro depression, still do but life ain't gonna let me down, get me down like what the fuck I can say
Face facts I'm a clown but I guess life is so funny, I am just not gettin' the jokes most of the time
Sittin' in my bedroom, writing a good and dope rap rhyme but is it good and dope, I doubt myself so much
You may think I ain't gonna live no more, expecting me to end it but I ain't gonna do that but don't think
I've not tried yo, I have been in front of the knife and rope to put myself out of my own misery
Put myself to rest, it's like people may give a fuck tho
[Chorus]
I can't live life, it's hard to
I wanna escape, is there an easy way to
I hate my life, just hate it
I always feel like I wanna put myself underground, bury myself
Life is so much torture, I can't stand it
I feel like to drop like flies, drop like flies
I feel like to drop like flies
[Verse 2]
You may wanna know why I'm feelin' like this
I always show a sad face at times because I'm feelin' like piss
I listen to music, now mostly sad but it ain't working with my emotions
It's harder for me to live now but I am tryin' my best, to go thro this depress
In life I'm sayin' fuck you, it's simple but for fuck sake, I get so fuckin' down
You can may as well say I got the tears of a clown, no pun intended
At least I'm a bit upbeat to know that a pun can be intended but at the same time I feel down tho
I need NC Origan, he's the only best friend I basically have because people have backstabbed me
Went away and fucked me right in the ass
I just can't stand all of this shit in my life, I keep on messing up my room
I live in a bin, literally I do
I just at times wanna know what it's like to be dead but I know I should not talk that way, because it's stupid
Fuck this shit man, it's gettin' so fuckin' tiring, someday I wish I was Superman so I can just go flying
Land on a building and fall to my death, hear everybody scream while I scream to alert them
I find it hard to spit rhymes, I got rhymer's block instead of writer's block
It sucks but I gotta keep goin' because I may get better sometime
I just gotta keep on writing a simple rhyme
[Chorus]
I can't live life, it's hard to
I wanna escape, is there an easy way to
I hate my life, just hate it
I always feel like I wanna put myself underground, bury myself
Life is so much torture, I can't stand it
I feel like to drop like flies, drop like flies
I feel like to drop like flies
[Bridge]
Drop like, drop like, drop like flies
Drop like, drop like flies, drop like flies
Drop like, drop like, flies, drip like flies
Drop like flies, drop, drop like, drop like flies
[Verse 3]
Everytime I get up I fall back down, I just don't know how
Some may debate that it's Satan doing it to torture me and God is makin' me get back up
I try to listen to God, but the path I'm followin' is tellin' a whole different story
I don't pray to him but I want to, I want to turn my face to him and not my back
I just wanna keep on fighting this life and hopin' when I die, I get a better life in the afterlife
I just need a little help in life tho because I just feel shit and I don't have the guts to get up
Fuck this shit, man... what's up
[Chorus 2x]
I can't live life, it's hard to
I wanna escape, is there an easy way to
I hate my life, just hate it
I always feel like I wanna put myself underground, bury myself
Life is so much torture, I can't stand it
I feel like to drop like flies, drop like flies
I feel like to drop like flies
