(Spoken)
Ceph: "Amma be real"
Ceph: I'm gonna cry during the recording of this song"
Mushroom King: "Yeah..."
Ceph: "I’m high enough..."
[Intro]
I don't wanna bleed, I don't wanna rise
Sometimes it comes to me all at once
Other times I gotta try so hard
Come to find that when I don’t try
It's when I don't fuck myself up
[Verse 1]
It's harder to let it go and not try than one would think
It's hard to love yourself and not want to die than one would think
Know it's all gonna happen one way or the other
Nothin' fuckin' matters, it’s just me and my brother
I’m yellin' shit, he pressin’ buttons
I'm singin' dumb, we love it
Bravos a Crip, Billy a Blood, I love 'еm both and they know it
When me and Grеg was in Domain
We had the whole world explodin’
Melanie Rose is always in my heart and goddamn I know it
[Chorus]
I don't wanna bleed, I don't wanna work
I don't wanna rise, brushin' off the dirt
Everybody fucks up sometimes
Everybody fucks up
I don't wanna bleed, I don't wanna work
I don't wanna rise, brushin' off the dirt
Everybody fucks up sometimes
Everybody fucks up
[Verse 2]
Play games with me, I'll play games with you
I deal them cards from the bottom
I said you see that shit you do
There's reasons people don't like you
I took your shit, I took your shoes
Come get 'em, I got 'em right here
For me they cheer, for you they boo
I laugh when I see you cryin'
I'm crackin' jokes and cookin' crack
And sellin' crack, it's a livin'
I'm saying no
But if you come back and want credit that's a given
You ain't Johnny Zero, you ain't Sic Vic or Ricky
You ain't Scumbag Jim, you ain't shit
You ain't with me
[Chorus]
I don't wanna bleed, I don't wanna work
I don't wanna rise, brushin' off the dirt
Everybody fucks up sometimes
Everybody fucks up
I don't wanna bleed, I don't wanna work
I don't wanna rise, brushin' off the dirt
Everybody fucks up sometimes
Everybody fucks up
[Verse 3]
Under the water, tryna swim to the surface
Swimmin' with sharks, I try to breathe
I feel the squeeze of the serpent
I'm slowly comin' out of my haze these days, but I'm still lost
The loneliness is inspiration, I guess this is the cost
But you can't buy what I got
My whole life I known Scott
RIP Julio and RIP Rob
Come on and wait for me with Milo while you kick it with God
And I sit around wondering why life's so hard
Amma grieve you 'til I see you, you my people forever
Amma miss you 'til I'm with you and I'll never do better
Can't to tell you how I beat the game and stacked that cheddar
Can't wait to whoop that ass in dice
Like seventh grade next time we get together
I grieve you 'til I see you, though I know you're long gone
Amma miss you 'til I'm with you, keep you deep in my heart
Can't wait to tell you how I fucked a million hoes and had no kids
Can't wait to tell you that I missed you, but 'til then I live
[Chorus]
I don't wanna bleed, I don't wanna work
I don't wanna rise, brushin' off the dirt
Everybody fucks up sometimes
Everybody fucks up
I don't wanna bleed, I don't wanna work
I don't wanna rise, brushin' off the dirt
Everybody fucks up sometimes
Everybody fucks up
[Outro]
So I had to bleed
Now I'm gonna rise
Pick myself up one more time
Pick myself up one more time
(Spoken - Ceph:)
"I also ate two Adderalls this morning"
"Haha"
"I ordered more Adderall, and I ate some"
"And I think about my friends and shit"
"... But yeah, I tried to get... the big characters, you know?"
