[Devyn]
H-h-hey, hey, why'd you do that? Why'd you close the window?
[Penis]
close the window? what window? did i close a window on you?
...what did i do wrong? is it my fault?
[Devyn]
No...no, no it's-no, you didn't-nobody did anything wrong, I, I saw a different...I saw though, we opened the window... ? I opened a window? And there was a different...place...
[Penis]
i don't understand why nobody believes in me. i don't believe in myself to close a window, i'm scared, i'm not. a different what? excuse?
[Devyn]
...Did I close a window?
[Penis]
is there anybody else here?
[Devyn]
You're here...
...(It's not like that.)
It's not my fault. (You had no choice.)
My world's a lie. (There are many other worlds.)
So much to choose. (And when to choose.)
And why? (And how.)
And what?
[Penis]
what?
[Devyn]
What?
...I am afraid. That's not my reality through that window, there’s no other reality where I’m singing, I’m brave, and I’m not afraid, because I am afraid, I’m really fucking scared, all the time.
[Penis]
oh really now, well what in this brave new world, unfolding hand over hand every moment of every day do you have to be afraid of devyn-
[Devyn]
STOP. This isn’t a joke! This isn’t entertainment! What do you mean “what do i have to be afraid of?”- we got a reality TV show president BUILDING A WALL. He’s building a FUCKING wall to keep people out while the planet is sinking in the water! The whole nation’s sinking in the water right now and nobody’s thinking about it and we’re just talking about it except like some tossed off thing that isn’t actually happening. XENOPHOBIA. People walking around with tracking devices in their pockets pushing information out into an invisible cloud to try and get DATES. Or look at a fucking FOOTBALL GAME. Or a CAT VIDEO. An-n-n-n- to BUY something. Just to BUY something, an app to BUY something. MINDLESS CONSUMPTION. VOYEURISM! Meaningless FUCKING. No value of self, or mind, or body, or spirit, or the earth! And yeah I’m just complaining, I’m just ranting right now but this...t-this is really happening! This isn’t a fantasy land! Brainwashing monopolies of endless noise an-and servitude, a-a fucking race war! “You’re a nigger! You’re a nigger look at your skin!” I’m a nigger! I’m a nigger! Confinement of my skin, the flesh, objectification of the human body, looking at each other and ourselves through a little magnifying glass, it’s a distance! That’s the only thing that it’s doing, the only thing this obsession over these tiny little details is doing when we’re on a fucking planet, together, planet, walking around, t-that we-that we don’t even know! The only reality we know to have and we don’t even know if it’s real. But all I wanna do is make a record because I’m trying to forget it too! But yeah, I’m still here! I exist! Where your mom is dead and everything you love is promised to fade gradually or be destroyed by your own hand, I still exist, and so does everyone else, here together, pretending that the only thing that matters is ME!!
[Penis]
oh okay. did you feed the chickens?
[Devyn]
...Fuck. I'm going fucking crazy.
[Penis]
what's that? devyn, i think you have a visitor.
[Devyn]
There's nobody here, there's nobody here, there's nobody here...
[Penis]
devyn, get up. get up now and answer the door. answer the door. get up and open the door.
[Devyn]
...I am, I'm not gonna do it, there's nobody there, there's nobody there, I'm not fucked up...
[Penis]
open the door. be brave. open the door. don't be afraid. open the door. be brave. open the door. don't be afraid.
