[Verse 1]
Haven't smoked hard since the kilo
Thinking dark thoughts is all that we know
This relationship was just a faze
And I haven't thought about it but I still been up for days
Yea, this a joke, thinking it's a stroke, feel it day and night
I'm keeping to my ways, I won't get to go to heaven right
God want nothing from me like an angel that had fell
So if you wanna party, come and meet me down in hell
Yea, this a joke, there's alotta things that you didn't know
People all the same and the day's always very slow
God was always with me but I was never in his grace
It's just been me and him since I let you see my face
Born in the dark but seen the light, still I got the blackest heart
Blank in the eyes, I understand it scares you, that's the way I am
But if it's too much, Imma pray to see you go
'Cause I can't accept it while you with me, it just feeling faux
[Chorus]
Fucking with
Different bitch, everynight, taking love, everynight
Mixing up, everynight, filling cups, everynight
Yesterday, I love you much; happy, sad, always trust
But today I love you nup; nothingness, fill my cup
Miss the love, not the coke, wish we didn't let it go
Taking drugs just to cope, feelings gone, I miss it most
Nothing was the same since you messaged me that day
I can't fix up what your broke, darkest thoughts are in my brain
[Verse 2]
Coming down, have to stall, need to talk yea I wish she call
Said too much, I got caught, only thinking my darkest thoughts
Smoking dope every night, feel too much, I ain't feeling right
Mixing up every Sprite, back to the way, won't hit it light
Mixing dope with a xanny/coke and a dexedrine, My mental low
Take more pills so it help me feel, like a medicine, the effect is faux
Sippy sip but I never lean cause it numb my face when I cannot cope
Sipopy sipping that Hennessy cause it numb my pain like an antidote
Killer cold, it's in my bars, she took my heart, I've got the scars
Smoke too much, it's in my breath, scared when I get a heavy chest
When I feel fear of death, compensate it by having sex
Wake and bake, after let's, gimmie something your man gets
Tell you things keep them low, if you don't I'll slit your throat
Was around your finger like a ring, cut you off now I laugh and sing
So inside me's a piece of you, decaying away, nothing new
Wanna go home but I'm not done yet, got some things left to do
[Chorus]
Different bitch, everynight, taking love, everynight
Mixing up, everynight, filling cups, everynight
Yesterday, I love you much; happy, sad, always trust
But today I love you nup; nothingness, fill my cup
Miss the love, not the coke, wish we didn't let it go
Taking drugs just to cope, feelings gone, I miss it most
Nothing was the same since you messaged me that day
I can't fix up what your broke, darkest thoughts are in my brain
Different bitch, everynight, taking love, everynight
Mixing up, everynight, filling cups, everynight
Yesterday, I love you much; happy, sad, always trust
But today I love you nup; nothingness, fill my cup
Miss the love, not the coke, wish we didn't let it go
Taking drugs just to cope, feelings gone, I miss it most
Nothing was the same since you messaged me that day
I can't fix up what your broke, darkest thoughts are in my brain
[Verse 3]
Feel a way, grab a cup
Had a motherfucker tell me, "That's enough"
Don't you know me yet, Imma smack you up
When you on the ground, I'll attack you up
Feel a way, pass the blunt
Had a mother fucker tell me, "That's enough"
Don't you know me yet, Imma ride the vibe
Imma leave my city when it's right, before I say goodnight
Mean what I say, I speak in metaphors
Cut the love up, take it to the back, then I snort
Double cup up, Imma lean back, then I pour
Summit it all up, Imma throw off, that's the accord
If you coming through, would you bring a couple friends?
I like to switch it up, I get bored during sex
I like to mix it up, Imma bring a couple potions
You won't notice, can't smell, I drank an ocean
[Chorus]
Fucking with
Different bitch, everynight, taking love, everynight
Mixing up, everynight, filling cups, everynight
Yesterday, I love you much; happy, sad, always trust
But today I love you nup; nothingness, fill my cup
Miss the love, not the coke, wish we didn't let it go
Taking drugs just to cope, feelings gone, I miss it most
Nothing was the same since you messaged me that day
I can't fix up what your broke, darkest thoughts are in my brain
