[Verse 1: Chris Jewson]
Wishing that I didn't know some things
Wishing that I didn't know some people
Wish I didn't overthink
Wishing I could move along
Wish that I knew what to say
Wish that I could help in situations when I can't relate
Wishing that I could address things and not to complicate
Wish that I could get it done sooner and not overthink
I wish I didn't overthink
Wish I didn’t overthink
Wish that I could just how I felt
Wish I could explain
What was going on when the gears go a mile a minute
I wish that I could figure it out, sometimes wish that I didn't
Wish I didn't have to worry about saying the wrong things
Wish I didn't overanalyze when saying the wrong things
When the wrong things are fine, often not so strategized
Wish I didn't pick apart my every thought or have to try
To calm it down or let it go, I'm staying up, I'm staying low
Wish I got four-eighty minutes every night with full control
And I’m
[Chorus: Chris Jewson & Kat Schuette]
Wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
(Two siidees) two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
(Two siidees) two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
And I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
Two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
Two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
[Verse 2: Chris Jewson]
Hoping that you know I know some things
About some people, I don’t wanna talk about
And that I overthink
I hope you know I try to move along when I don’t quite know what to say
I’m not ignoring when I’m quiet, my heads just in a different space
I hope you know I try addressing things without the complications
Simultaneously working hard on this, avoiding awkward conversations
On just how delayed it is
Try to give all my attention when I can and sometimes get frustrated
And then when the gears go a mile a minute
Try to calm myself by being quiet, same time forgetting
That the impression that it’s giving is that I’m just upset
I just don’t want to say the wrong things when emotions are there
And most the time it’s just fine, I just over strategize
Worrying I’ll say it wrong when I open and speak my mind
So I calm down and let it go, breathing deep and heavy, slow
Tune the world out and I lay down, no alarms set for tomorrow
And I'm
[Chorus: Chris Jewson & Kat Schuette]
Wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
(Two siidees) two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
(Two siidees) two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
And I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
Two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
Two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
[Verse 3: Chris Jewson]
I’ve been Mr. Brightside the last couple of weeks
I put my phone down and looked at life from outside of the screen
Had to check myself, look at myself, and double the take
And my friend Grace told me “sometimes, I guess we all need a break”
And it feels like it lasts forever, only been like thirty seconds
Couple ties you gotta sever and refocus on the present
Things get better and self-care, it’s more than inevitable
Didn’t realize it and drove myself to where I didn’t wanna go
Always wishing for the best or always tell myself I try to
Hope the closest ones will understand, I don’t wanna fight with you
I hate we have a conflict, I just want an understanding
I’ve been stressed out, had a rest now, want it back to how we had it
‘Bout a week ago when we were driving ‘round through the city
We played the Blue Album, let Buddy Holly bump through the windy breeze
Just like we in Chicago, wake me up at the sunrise
Dozing off in hotel rooms, glitter sparkle in her eyes
[Bridge: Chris Jewson]
(I’m wishin’) I know I always do and I’m wishing I don’t
(I’m wishin’) I turn the page pretty quickly even when others won’t
(Two siidees) Two sides, same story, and I wrote it for you
(Two siidees) Two sides, same story, and I wrote it for you
(I’m wishin’) I know I always do and I’m wishing I don’t
(I’m wishin’) I turn the page pretty quickly even when others won’t
(Two siidees) Two sides, same story, and I wrote it for you
(Two siidees) Two sides, same story, and I wrote it for you
And I'm
[Chorus: Chris Jewson & Kat Schuette]
Wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
(Two siidees) two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
(Two siidees) two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
And I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
I’m wishing that I didn’t and I know that I do
Two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
Two sides, same coin, trynna open with you
[Outro: Kat Schuette]
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Dooo
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Doo
Dooo, dooo
Dooo, dooo
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