[Verse 1]
Friday night, I pull up to the crib
See flashing lights, fo’ I knock on the door
I don’t feel right, and I act like I don’t know why
But I do, yet I go inside, and when I do
They all stare at me confused
Like, who invited you? I want to feel included
They all chugging booze
All the guy’s hittin’ on boos
All the shawty’s lettin’ loose
Man, the party going stupid
Right there and then, I should’ve left
Instead, I stood to hang out with my quote on quote friends
They was hittin’ pens and sippin’ Hen
When I came to them, they acted like we never met
So I stеp outside and I find the same thing
Evеrybody’s got drinks in they hands
They all gettin’ dirty when they dance
Some guy tries to offer me a can
Should I take a sip? I just can’t
Everybody’s blowin’ smoke
They so gone from the hits, I call em’ Roanoke
So many people at this party, yet I feel alone
That’s when I finally see a shawty that I really know
I say hey, it’s that girl that I like, maybe we can chat
That’s when she started dancing on some other guy’s lap
I gazed at her eyes and she ain't feel bad
In fact, she looked at me and laughed
So I ran back inside the house, the music bumpin’ loud
Then the beat drops, everybody jumpin’ now
Lotta’ people passed out, lotta’ people gassed out
I don’t do what they do, so I feel cast out
I look all around me
Everyone’s drunk and sunk inside this function
They all having fun with drugs and lust
Man, I feel like the only one that doesn't
I don’t blend with my surroundings
Lotta people wasted, faded, naked
This place is filled with sex and fake friends
Bet the feds gon’ come, now a fight is breakin’
[Chorus 1]
I just wanna be like them
I just wanna be like them
You gotta smoke and sip
You gotta have that drip
If you wanna be like them
[Party Goer]
Huh huh bruh it's fine
You can get faded all week, faded all weekend
Drink till' I pass out
And then go hit a girl after that, right?
You only live once right?
He he he he
[CHUN]
Naw fam, I ain't bout' that life
[Verse 2]
Take it back to 6th grade
I didn't know how to dress
Didn’t spoke like the rest
I was feeling so misplaced
Man, I barely had any friends
Oder (other) kids prolly said
I think Jonathan’s gay
Cause I only kicked it with girls
Didn’t fit in this world
They would judge all my mistakes
Let it dictate who I was
They said I wasn’t cool enough
So I changed the way I behaved
Changed what I wore and I swore
To gain more attention
Had to compromise to blend in
And yes I did gain a few new peers
But still got rejected
Maybe cause’ they knew I never went to functions
Or did drugs, or got drunk
And even if I did it wouldn’t fit me
I’d be lookin’ really stupid gettin’ trippy on a sippy
Plus, I’ve never been a tough guy
If I tried they’d say this guy’s got a disguise
He ain’t really bout’ that thug life
Everyone that knows me knows Jonathan’s nice
The price I paid for pride was shame
Became just like the minds I tried to change
That’s why I came to the realization
That even if nobody wanna change
I gotta be the guy that makes the difference
It just clicked, that as hard as I tried
Wouldn’t fit in with these cliques
I’ve always been this outsider, outlier
Didn’t fit in with the crowds neither did I ever
Walk the walk or talk the talk
They said I was an odd and awkward kid
To this day, to be honest I don’t thinks that’s changed a bit
I’m not a rich kid, not a poser
Not a hypebeast or a smoker
Not a pretty boy
Or a gangster
I am not of this world
I am a stranger
And I know I ain’t perfect, ain’t gonna act like I’m innocent
I know every person is in a sin
If I judge and condemn everybody, then I would be a hypocrite
Now lemme finish this, to anybody listening
Believe me when I tell you there's no benefit in fitting in
Yeah that's coming from somebody who witnessed it
But of course, the choice is yours
As for me, I will not conform
I will live for the lord, yes life is a war
But I’ll fight till I get my reward, I’m gone!
[Chorus 2]
Yeah Boy that’s who I am
Yeah Boy that’s who I am
From the A.M to the P.M
That’s who I am, yeah
Yeah Boy that’s who I am
Yeah Boy that’s who I am
From the A.M to the P.M
That’s who I am
