[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
I miss everything
Look
[Verse 1]
I miss the days when I chilled with homies
Now they act like they barely know me
Say whats up and they answer slowly
Cause I made it big and they claim I'm phony
But I'm not, I'm just busy working
Soul-searching for another day
I spent two years, all by myself
So deep down, I got a ton to say
Luxury, I ain't seen it
But this rapper shit, is convenient
No suicide, I just utilize
I start pouring out, all my feelings
So how you doing? Cause I'm feeling great
I'm proud of music and I'm proud of hate
Cause if they talking, then they found a way
To promote my music, even though it's lame
But my brain, it's obsessed with music
Felt the same, so depressed to use it
So I dropped out of school and then they call me stupid
But do it you, to go judge a human
Cause you falling down, while I'm rising up
Seeing clouds, like a flying duck
Supply a bluff for these lying fucks
I'mma tie them up, cause I've cried enough
And I don't need pain. not no more
Life is a game and I plan to score
You can focus on the profit but man it's more
Than the women and the money that I'm rapping for
For my health in my heart, my help is the art
They tell me that I'm real but I don't play the part
So I follow my goddess and learned at the start
Now I cannot believe that I made it this far
By just saying a bar, I can pay for a car
Me and my girl started breaking apart
She acted the victim, by plaguing the car
Even though, I was the plague in the loss
Now I'm explaining this song
Cause success is the best revenge
But, even though I contempleted going to the city with a bottle to fuck a friend
Look
[Hook] x2
I was talking straight to damn whores
And I was locked away behind doors
But I gotta say, that it's not today
And I can't wait, that I tour
Cause honestly, there's no time to waste
And the life you're living is yours
So find your faith, try to fight your pain
Until your heart starts to get sore
[Verse 2]
Man I used to freak over the slightest change
Then I realized, that I could die today
Wiped away, like I'm a tidal wave
So now I put my all, in every line I say
Cause I won't fade away into nothing
I'mma turn my name into something
Yo I told my parents, I'mma pay the debt
And that simply no discussion
Cause they gave me love and they gave me hope
When I had the gun, aiming at my throat
I was scared that I'd just might just die alone
With the reason why described on a note
But here I am, making moves
My way, I won't break the rules
Drop a song and that's breaking news
But I beat depression, like a breaking noose
Now I'm learning to fly
Working to death, Cause we're earning to die
They said that it gets better, but words are a lie
It doesn't get better, you learn to survive
Yo, yet I'm all alone
Growing old, in this country road
Often known, that I got the flow
To go drop a whore up in a coffin for
Cheating and lying
And then treating me like I'm dying
She seeing that I'm trying
But she always try to keep biding
Our feelings by lying
And then leaving me to be silent
Man, I'm bleeding and I'm crying
And it's the reason why I keep rhyming
Cause I'm 'bout to hit the top and I never fail
If you live on Earth, then you live in Hell
It's getting colder, I could tell
Cause we all have blessings, yet we all have failed
Yo, yet I'm better off being me
Cause I get a lot of support
And that's spread apart
Like my ex's legs, when she's getting off
[Hook] x4
I was talking straight to damn whores
And I was locked away behind doors
But I gotta say, that it's not today
And I can't wait, that I tour
Cause honestly, there's no time to waste
And the life you're living is yours
So find your faith, try to fight your pain
Until your heart starts to get sore
