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Killing Thoughts Lyrics by Chxnge

2019

[Verse 1]
Saw her in my dream
She done see the best me
While I balance on this beam
Part of me is like that
And that makes me wanna scream
I'm not bout the fucking cream
But it helps me blow off steam
But it helps to suppress me
Will I take you back?
I doubt it
We got way too many conflicts
I got way too many problems
Need a bitch that will fit in my pocket
But not in the right one with my wallet
Dopamine telling me she flawless
Thank god I can keep it quiet
When I'm not lying down unconscious

[Bridge]
I said
I want her back
But I ain't say it
My subconscious did
I could blame it on that
Took all the blame
Man fuck that
Launched into combat
I don't know if it'll come back

[Hook]
Caz I'm
Haunted by what I could've been
I get stuck holding onto whims
Think about all the things I missed
Why I did all the things I did
Don't know to which side I should give in
I been living too long in the mid
Losing myself to the wind
Blurring up the man beneath the skin
Daunted by all my fucking sins
Bottled up sin just like some gin
I watch my moves caz the room spins
Hold my emotions so they can't pin
Too paranoid to let out a grin
I got drive but I hide my VIN
Keep shit away from even my kins
This is how I need to live

[Interlude]
This is how I need to live
This is how I need to live
This is how I need to live
This not how I'm supposed to live

[Verse 2]
Lotta secrets
And they do too
And I'm paranoid
But I put my shit up on YouTube
So I'm vulnerable
Get exposed there
But let's talk about
The parts of me with no fresh air
Never let em out I wish I can
Talk like it's a drought I'm spitting sand
Dry inside my mouth
Won't understand
But I understand that my ships are jammed
Unmanned by my crew
Only got a few
Caz it's hard to connect
When you reject polarities of you
Of me
Of me

[Bridge 2]
I shouldn't be living my life like this
I shouldn't be living my life like this
I shouldn't be living my life like this
I shouldn't be living my life like this

[Hook]
Caz I'm
Haunted by what I could've been
I get stuck holding onto whims
Think about all the things I missed
Why I did all the things I did
Don't know to which side I should give in
I been living too long in the mid
Losing myself to the wind
Blurring up the man beneath the skin
Daunted by all my fucking sins
Bottled up sin just like some gin
I watch my moves caz the room spins
Hold my emotions so they can't pin
Too paranoid to let out a grin
I got drive but I hide my VIN
Keep shit away from even my kins
This is how I need to live
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About “Killing Thoughts” by Chxnge

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