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Benediction Lyrics by CJ The X

How to Party

2018

[Verse 1]
So it goes
Your toes are cold
Those feet are frozen, you're afraid to expose
The pent-up passion and pain and prose
Weavin' your woes to a perfect pose
Sip this slow you don't know you've struck gold
You've craved this mic since me-years old
You can taste you're close
Kiss the coins on your lips, you are thick in the throes
Stay bold son, stay burning bold
Release control, your past foretold
Know nothing else could ever fill this hole
So spill the truth in it's whole
Undergo the process, feel the toll
What the fuck you looking at poll for?
Are you on stroll or have you hit your stride
Right, I am on the roll I been holdin' out for all my life
Soul cry, wolf cry, "Yikes"
All you might like I will pay that price
Lose comfort to win this fight
As I roll these loaded dice
[Verse 2]
All in, all in, all in-Nah!
I feel like I'm fallin'
The floor caved in and I'm bathed in my sins
This rage within's finna break my skin
Binge to slow these raging winds
This stain on my brain cannot be cleansed
Dear God, if you really meant all that shit
Love me for what I am
I refuse to pretend to repent to a man of omniscience
And if you don't get it motherfucker you're not Him
Ain't pierced my skin in good time, that's a win
My mother's glad that I'm not dead, that's a win
I don't need to listen to your untethered opinion
Scorching hot takes on the morality of men
With your personal spin, I will do what I must
Fuck what you think if you're intimidated by greatness
Go ahead shrink
What you know about molly?
What you know about the drink?
Don't say you feel me until you're dangled from the brink
What you know about anxiety and never-ending rivalry
With every legendary idol while your mind is spinning wildly
Psychosis don't strike when the timings nice
Sends your mother into fright
And stretches your friendship tight
Depression doesn't deign depth it makes you not wanna write
Anxiety is not cute it makes you scared for your life
I am overcome with insecurity and spite
Alienating close confidants to quell traits that I don't even like
I try to quit the booze feel pretentious yell, "Sike"
Speak a sentence yell, "Sike"
She tells me I'm precious even if I don't impress her yell, "Sike"
It never goes away it never ever gets to fade
I can do the pretty face, I have learned how to wake
I have learned how to move at a humanoid pace
Maintain this dam so it never quite breaks
I have no choice it's death or the chase
I cannot go to waste
I need to create
I wanna be okay
But I need to be great
[Outro]
You wanna be cool you wanna be somebody?
I'll show you how to party
Wanna lose your friends? You wanna know nobody?
I'll show you how to party
You wanna feel like you're not in your body?
I'll show you how to party
You wanna feel peace only when you're on molly?
I'll show you how to party
You wanna never once feel pride in your work?
I'll show you how to party
You wanna never be able to quench your thirst?
I'll show you how to party
You wanna spend life decorating your hearse?
I'll show you how to party
You wanna be special? Wanna bear this curse?
I'll show you how to party
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CJ The X

CJ The X

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