Intro:
Look. This one's for the people keeping it bottled up inside them
Cos no one knows your life story but you!
But.. I'm about to let you know a little about mine
Cos nothing worth having comes easy
Hold tight my brother Dead-Man-Walkn' on the beat...
C-T.V Official look...
Clarky!
Verse 1:
I stay awake the longest nights, Allow my heart & soul to write;
I've never known my wrongs from rights, Living out a poets life
Living out a poets dream, I know that you don't know it like
If only you could understand what my poems mean..
If only you could understand what this means to me..
It seems to me, I seem to bleed;
I need to set these demons free
Alive since 95, I learned to write by 99
A youth writing lyrics I was spitting by 05
30 Albums were released when I spat with D.R.C
We went out separate ways & I'm still doing me!
I've lost a few mates along the way; they my fam
When I give myself the blame? -I see the the face of my Nan..
I could tell you that I'm sorry, It was wrong & It was shameful
I could tell you that it's painful; Knowing I'm the main Fault
The Devil took my soul & Left me out where the rain falls
I've met my Demons once or twice; but, Now I'm seeing Angels
Hook:
I Don't think that I, Could tell you what this means to me
Here I am, It's so hard to believe
That I'm standing here, I've never felt this far..
But you always said, Have faith in who you are!
Verse 2:
I was diagnosed Diabetic from a young age;
Young Gage? -None Fazed, Cos-He-Lost a Ton of weight!
Non-Stop Hospital, Doctors couldn't stop it all..
Nearly in a coma, Nearly died that day!
I guess it didn't hit me hard enough, I still hung-with
The older lot, Older Bods; & You could say we 'done shit'
From chilling, Bunning spliffs, Age 11 Bump & Sniff
Instead of seeing what we'd done, We thought we'd run the bits!
I thought I had my team on lock
They had my back; -It seemed a lot!
Until I clocked my girl's out;
-Cheating when they see my lot...
I Lost my trust & Moved away
Became that kid they knew from Spain..
I came back a different man; cah
Running couldn't stop my pain!
I could tell you that I'm sorry, It was wrong & It was shameful
I could tell you that it's painful; Knowing I'm the main Fault
The Devil took my soul & Left me out where the rain falls
I've met my Demons once or twice; but, Now I'm seeing Angels
Hook:
I Don't think that I, Could tell you what this means to me
Here I am, It's so hard to believe
That I'm standing here, I've never felt this far..
But you always said, Have faith in who you are!
Verse 3:
Listen..
I spent my whole life on the streets, In the bits
&In the midst; I wish, That I'd never got nicked
-A Hundred times; Fuck Pigs! Stupid Pricks!
See I got a lot of hate; If you didn't catch my drift!
I'm just trying to prove that.. I ain't like other artist's;
Who claim to be 'The Hardest'; Them Half-Wits
Pftttt... Bastards!
I'm sick of all the disrespect!
Free Pac! We miss you; yet?
-I actually feel like I'm the only one with Intellect !
Even if I don't make it? -Fame I have tasted!
Talent wasn't wasted! -Never been a Waste-Kid !
I've stood up for what was right & Have never tried to claim shit;
That I didn't do; I've stayed true & wouldn't shapeshift; So
I could tell you that I'm sorry, It was wrong & It was shameful
I could tell you that it's painful; Knowing I'm the main Fault
The Devil took my soul & Left me out where the rain falls
I've met my Demons once or twice; but, Now I'm seeing Angels
Hook:
I Don't think that I, Could tell you what this means to me
Here I am, It's so hard to believe
That I'm standing here, I've never felt this far..
But you always said, Have faith in who you are!
