[Verse 1] (CNnine)
Whatever you wanna say you can say it to me
It’ll be hard to say it once I already leave
You can do way better I can already believe
Tell me when I’m alive so you won’t regret a single thing
Don’t hold grudges, don’t hold lies or mistakes
Tell the entire truth right in front of my face
I’ll hold on to it until the day I leave this place
Trust me when I’m healthy and not when I’m decayed
I’m telling you this now because we don’t know when we’re gone
It can be forever or the duration of this song
Go tell everyone you love them from your cousins to your mom
I’ll wait for you to tell them here in my room until dawn
I’m not trying to be sad, I’m just stating reality
The next generation better start looking after me
My last album needed more work, just how my life will be
I’ll show you what being alive actually means because
[Chorus] (Sie)
Alive
I realize that I can die, without goodbye, I can die
Death makes us feel alive
I realize the choice is mine, stress hurts my mind
I think I’ll, I think I’ll, think I’ll just
[Verse 2] (CNnine)
Die, or maybe soon we will
Death will come to us and it will prevail
The less that we try, the more that we’ll fail
Look at Hillary Clinton and all of her emails
Succeed and become victorious
Maybe just do you, don’t come copy one of us
Slaking too much eating captain crunch way too much
Go to your favorite spot, chillax and eat your lunch
Box, trapped inside your mind
With a lot of thoughts trying to escape
The reasons you made is for you to survive
Never run away from our future and our fate
Everyone listening to me might be a wannabe
Jealousy can come like a bee, soon you’ll see
Hope y’all feelin me as much as you want to be
I’ll give the mic to Sie, go ahead and tell em B
[Verse 2] (Sie)
Life is just a reckless game
Everybody wants the fame
And love, And drugs, And style
And ya I mean that’s great
Got kids lookin up to me, Gotta pursue my dream
The person in the mirror is the only one lookin after me
You think I’ll lose, You wrong
Rapper girls be strong
Flexin my Louis Vuitton
I am the big bad broad
And when a girl feels lost
Shmoke on that schezwan sauce
Don't forget that I’m the boss
Lose me and that’s your loss
But not every days the same
Somedays I lose my faith
Some Days I don’t feel great
Some Days I have to wait
Emotions switch like Cait
Too sad so I’m always late
Smile on my face is fake
Love got me feelin like Drake
I know it’s God's Plan
One day I’ll find a man
That won’t pop a xan
Someone who understands
Who dreams to take my hand
Make my lifel ess bland
Depression makes me not wanna be
[Chorus] (Sie)
Alive
I realize that I can die, without goodbye, I can die
Death makes us feel alive
I realize the choice is mine, stress hurts my mind
I think I’ll, I think I’ll, think I’ll just
(CNnine)
Die, or maybe soon we will
Death will come to us and it will prevail
The less that we try, the more that we’ll fail
Look around, smell the air exhale, inhale
I know it’s a struggle, but it will be alright
You got this, you know your future is bright
If you need help know that I’ll be by your side
I Just want you to feel
I realize that I can die, without goodbye, I can die
Death makes us feel alive
I realize the choice is mine, stress hurts my mind
I think I’ll, I think I’ll, think I’ll
Be Alive
Be alive
Sie
