Feels I'm often switching from self-loathing to pride And I know life's perception - that's controlled with the mind So why do I let it wander to where I don't wanna find? 'Cause it feels like I'm treading in the cold waters of time Taking in a breath so I can lay back and float Keep on riding out the waves until their grasp takes me home Currently I'm forced to stave attacks off on my own No one can help me swim and I can't latch on to a boat Drifting through time as I'm alone with my thoughts Some are self-destructive, as I've grown up I watched All these anxious moments become the crux of my plot You could hear it when I talked, I'd either st-stutter or stop Now I'm wondering if love is too absurd to expect Friends are telling me that I'm deserving respect But yet she fucking left without a word or a text And it's feels like I stumbled every hurdle this set When I think of you, I think of all the demons that you tamed in me And it seems that what could have been isn't what came to be I keep my heart open, but I wallow in its vacancy It keeps me in a cycle of resistance and complacency I... Never got the chance to say this But I'm okay with the fact that we never made it I hope you see yourself the way that I saw you You're amazing That you tightly take hold, stand straight and embrace it At day's end, that's what I truly wanted for you all Thanks to misinterpretations Now our meaning and the truth's stalled Not trying to win you back, I'm really trying to move on I'm trying to apologize for everything I'd do wrong This isn't just about you, the truth is, it's actually 'Bout past relationships, and past friends I called family We never stayed in touch, no excuse is good enough I never got to say this, but goodbye, and good luck So now I'm closing the door And giving myself the closure I was asking you for Weeding out the self-doubt that's growing in my core Because I honestly believe that one day I could be more Life's an ebb and flow, many people come and go in waves It's a bitter pill to swallow, but it's a lesson that I know today People shrinking down cause they were told that they should know their place Resulting in a tension that so many others hold to date Maybe I'm just writing to pick myself up when I'm feeling low To express what I've been thinking It's been something that I mean to show Gonna fly across the world to find The meaning that I need at home? There's a spark inside us all, and I want to see it grow From self-loathing to pride I know life's perception - that's controlled with your mind That's why I let it wander to where I don't want to find Feels like I'm swimming in the waters of time So now I'm closing the door Giving myself the closure I was asking her for And weeding out the self-doubt that's growing in my core Because I honestly believe that one day I will be more
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