[Intro]
Ayo
It's Complete
I just been like, going fucking backwards, in my life man
Three steps forward, million steps fuckin backwards
[Verse 1]
Oi
Last month I was killin crowds and rappin at the nation
Now I’m back to basics, fillin out at a Maccas application
I have the patience, still I doubt my tracks can catch some payments
So I have to wait until I've found the tactics that can make em
But that's some plastic chasin, I ain’t rhymin for cash
But then again I need money for the fines that I have
For the price of a pack a durries and the lisence I had
Because I lost it drink driving I'm glad I didn't die in a crash
My mum cried then collapsed, she's so ashamed of me
I got wasted and wasted my way to get from A to B
2013, yeah my slate was clean
Now I'm goin back to court, I oughta cut this vein and bleed
Why won't these cravings leave? it's like I have to drink
I'm at the brink of prison I wish that I had the strength
Drink driving, I’d I hate to know what Ash would think, I guess it’s what my habit brings coz it's seem like
[Hook]
God’s pressed rewind and I'm going backwards
I would pray but, I don't really know him that good
If I met him face to face then I'd ask
"Will my future be the same as my past?"
God’s pressed rewind and I'm goin backwards
I would pray but, I don't really know him that good
If I met him face to face then I'd ask
"Will my future be the same as my past, huh?"
[Verse 2]
A fuckin disgrace, I go and make another mistake
Whenever I do, my family, they suffer and ache, it sucks
Coz they already have enough on their plate, I know ga's dying
Still I stay stuck in my ways, I'd love to escape
I'm tempted just end this shit
Press my wrist against a knife and let it fucken enter it
I accept that I'm demented and I tend to flip
But lately I just feel I'm forgetting what a friendship is
Do friends exist? Coz man I'd like to see one
When I cry for help, they just clarify I need some
Or they have a cry and nag coz I just seem drunk
That's because only when I'm maggot I can be numb
Rapping like a mean cunt, living like an emo
Tears have got me constantly sniffing like some cheap blow
Mum's yelling and I'm thinkin' I should leave home
I don't really wanna leave tho, coz its seems like
[Hook]
God's pressed rewind and I'm going backwards
I would pray but, I don't really know him that good
If I met him face to face then I'd ask
"Will my future be the same as my past?"
God's pressed rewind and I'm goin backwards
I would pray but, I don't really know him that good
If I met him face to face then I'd ask
"Will my future be the same as my past, huh?"
[Verse 3]
It's hard to relax, I feel like I'm starting from scratch
A carton of Jacks reveals all the darkness attached, in this heart that I have
It's just garbage its trash
As karma attacks I wanna change the past that I had
I'd ask for a dad, a vision, a bigger peak
Concentration, a missus that didn't cheat
A better school, more ambition, a different seat
I wish I wasn't the kid who'd wish for a stick a weed
But this is me, I've reminisced for to long
But when your stuck in reverse it's a bitch to move on
Then it's dismissed, I spit this new a song
Saying how I never planned one bit to do wrong
I ripped a few bongs, A young count proud
'Till the drugs run out and you punch one's mouth
Now your older and just love crowds
But what goes up, must come down, coz it feels like
[Hook]
God's pressed rewind and I'm going backwards
I would pray but, I don't really know him that good
If I met him face to face then I'd ask
"Will my future be the same as my past?"
God's pressed rewind and I'm goin backwards
I would pray but, I don't really know him that good
If I met him face to face then I'd ask
"Will my future be the same as my past, huh?"
